demoralised

normally this lecturer would just kinda ignore us while having group discussion, and only focus on C. but today, he went to the extreme of telling C to talk outside class infront of us(which i thought they would be talking about something personal), and proceeded to talk about OUR GROUP WORK. like hello? arent we a group? i mean i'm not blaming C because she feels awkward all the time also, but this lecturer seriously.. sigh. does he meant that if we dont have the potential in the industry, we dont have the say and the rights to talk to him? oh c'mon, if this is the society that we're gonna be in in future, LET ME FUCKIN' TELL YOU.. YOU ARE SERIOUSLY NOT PROFESSIONAL ENOUGH.

please f*ck off.

(: / ):

happy because i'll be seeing and spending time with baby in less than one month's time.

sad is because mom is sick.
get well soon.

solution

i hoped to come up with a best one to minimise the loss.


hang on, baby. i love you.

hello baby,

where do you wanna go or where should i bring you to when you're back?

<3

it's been days..

since i last see you.

missyousomuch.

if missing you means dropping a tear,

i'll cry you an ocean.


where are you baby?

jiayou baby..

from today onwards, it's gonna be tough, and i mean really tiring - for me and for you.

jiayou baby, jiayou to me too.

we'll see each other soon. miss you so much.

to that person who ransacked MY things in studio

GO F*CK YOURSELF.

i'll never be good enough

as your daughter. cant you see? it's a cycle between grandma and you.

happy girl

because i'll be seeing baby soon again during my holidays!! woohoo~!! yea yea~!!
which means that after the assessment ended, i'll have to work alot so that i can bring baby around when he's flying back FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <3

see you soon my love.

to mom,

it's not like i've never appreciate you, but it's all about mutual respect.

to take care of you when you're old is my duty, but that doesnt mean that you can vent all your frustrations on me.

bottom-line: i'm also a human, there's a limit; i'm your dear f*ckin' daughter.

to love

long distance relationship is never easy. is either we brave through it together, or ended up with a broken heart.

wtf

reached home today after a tiring day in school, scolded by mom for not having dinner before home. told her i'll be cooking maggie mee - scolded again(out of concern - i hoped so).

bottom-line: skipped dinner.


mom, seriously if you came across my blog one day, i would like to tell you something..
I AM F*CKING TIRED OF BEING IN THIS HOME, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
but i dont hate you though, afterall, you gave me education, money, essentials.

家乡

jiayou, my baby.
for your future; for our future.
ilu.
always, all ways.

love-sick

yes i am. missing you, like forever.






sorry baby, i dont know exactly why, but i'm crying now.
maybe it's because i couldnt really talk to you just now.