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10 July 2008

Never learn

You see,
often,
I got to know stuffs that you never wanted me to know as I'll be the first to break it to those whom you never wished that they would know.

Hate me for all this,
but always keep in your mind,
'if you didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to feel guilty about it'.

I know what you are doing and thinking..

Let me predict..
You will soon break the news yourself to him.

Oh ya,
think about what happens lately.
DO NOT forget that I do unintentionally-jinx those who makes me angry.
Did you?

Well,
this is what a busybody should say,
'how does it feels to fold a love shape with straws and placed it on your leader-R's desk?'

THINK.

The most heartbreaking thing is not to lose your love ones,
it is when you realised that all along you have been trusting someone you shouldn't,
and those who once helped you had left..
Perhaps you might think it's alright as you can always look for better friends but always keep this in mind,
'these friends are heartbroken because all along they are trusting someone they shouldn't.'

Deleted

I deleted the previous post about 'After the rainbow..' because after all,

I should be minding my own business.

He is Sean Faris,

my husband-to-be.

LOL!

09 July 2008

Hancock

As mentioned in the previous posts about the swollen finger,
I finally dragged myself to see the doctor because it's been tormenting me for the whole of last night.
Went for lunch with Mom after seeing the doctor and took the medicine straight after food.
Downing 4-tablets caused me to suffer from stomach discomfort,
feeling greasy and really uncomfortable.

Well,
luckily Hancock accompanied me through the hard times.
Wanted to watch -10 Promises To My Dog- initially but the time-slot is far too long for me to wait for it to start.
Rating it 4/5?
Because of the hilarious parts in the movie like how he smile to the people when he is finally accepted by the society and became famous instead of notorious,
and how he punished those who called him an ASSHOLE,
as well as how he managed to stuff a prisoner's head into the asshole of the other.
LOL.
There are emotional parts as well,
like how he needs to stay away from his 'wife-partner' in order to keep each other alive.

Ya,
looking forward to this Saturday because most probably will be watching HellBoy 2.

YEAH~!!
I love movies-frenzy.

08 July 2008

Future TaiTai

See the difference in the width of my index finger of the different hand?

One word for that: PAIN.

LOL.

...

Woke up really early this morning and went to the wet-market alone to buy ingredients for tonight's dinner.

Actually it's nothing new to me of going to the wet-market,

but it's my virgin-trip there alone to buy the vegetables, meat.. etc.

It was fun though.

I guess I somehow inherited my Mom's genes of being a good housewife who took care of her husband(my Dad) well,

as well as making sure that both her children are eating right.

Loves~

07 July 2008

Plastic

You know,
when you intend to say something for the sake of saying,
you might as well don't say it.
Because at the end of the day when we know that what you are thinking is totally different from what you said,
it's much more hurting.

For example:
I invite you over to my house to try out my new dishes and you told me it's really good when the fact is totally the opposite.
So I gleefully thought that it's really good and invite everyone over to my house for dinner.
You know how it felt?

Would you rather be called PLASTIC or to be K.O.?

Welcome back to Singapore(cont')

Due to some technical error and my stupidity,
I can't continue writing my story in the previous post,
but it's alright because I can always continue in the next one.

Well,
basically the trip to HK really showed me another side of the society.
Back in homeland,
although there are people who don't even have the basic manners to apologise after knocking against other's shoulder,
but that's oly minority.
In HK,
people don't really care about mannerism.
Sorry,
no offence to people who belongs to HK but that's actually what I saw, realised and felt,
over the 6 days staying there.

There are 3-到 also.
咸到~
The food there is like FEW TIMES much more saltier than those of Singapore.
臭到~
The drainage is like @#$%^&* SMELLY!
A whiff of it across your nose will send you to hell almost immediately.
热到~
33 degree celsius under the hot sun without shelter makes me think of Alaska.

The shopping and eating part is the best but when you shopped for 2-executive days looking through the almost-same items,
and as the next shop you go,
the price of the items you bought is lower than the previous,
you'll feel your morale being lowered.
LOL

That's about it and to add on,
I miss BB, Gorilla and Daifei dearly when I'm away!
Glad to be back.

...

'After reading your blog, i feel betrayed. I'm happy for you that you have wonderful bestie around you. As for us, it is black and white. Anyway, please let me have the school days happy memories, don't spoil the very naive, cute and RIGHTEOUS image of you inside me. We are hi-bye friends. Take care and good luck.
P.S. I'm not interested to be replacement of your sister when she is out of town.'

Somehow I manage to see this WONDERFUL message somewhere within the circumference,
accompanied by the satelite sending me messages like..
'You are the good sister of someone who is not in good terms with me.'
I think it's time for me to send my satelite for repairing because it's sending me all this RUBBISH,
but it's a relieve that it's not bothering me AT ALL and it's arousing my attention and interest.

Betrayal.
Let me ASSUME that BEING A GOOD SISTER OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT IN GOOD TERMS WITH SOMEONE WHO USED TO BE IN THE POSITION OF THE GOOD SISTER IS CONSIDERED A BETRAYAL.

Am I right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to doubt her/him and not taking good care of her when she/he needs help and can only count on you.

Am i right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to use your current status and boast it to her/him.

Am i right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to expect her/him to stay away from people that you are not in good terms with, which means that IF you eat shit, being the good sister of yours follows?

Am i right to say that?

Someone who is not in good terms with you because you don't bother to listen and ASSUMED that you know the truth.
This person don't deserves to be your friend.
Your USED-TO-BE good sister is now in good terms with the person mentioned above.
There's a sentence that says 'Your friend reflects upon yourself.'
So IF your used-to-be good sister is in good terms with someone who don't deserves to be your friend,
then I SUPPOSINGLY SUPPOSED that by implementing the sentence,
your used-to-be good sister also don't deserves to be your friend?

Am i right to say that?

So I actually see that Friendship can be so fragile because of JEALOUSY.
I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT.
In the first place,
you didn't do your part as a SO-CALLED good sister.
I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT because YOU sacrifice YOUR SO-CALLED good sister for the sake of your love-relationship.
AM I WRONG TO SAY THAT when you left your so-called good sister to sit alone with the cold winds blowing for hours while you gotta enjoy your time with others when you jolly well know the condition of your so-called good sister's body?
Save your crocodile tears because I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT YOUR SO-CALLED-USED-TO-BE GOOD SISTER SHED ALOT MORE TEARS THAN YOU ARE SHEDDING NOW ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.

Where are you when she needs you the most?
Where are you when she is happy and wanted to share it with you?
What did you say to hurt her when she wanted to talk to you?
How did you reply her when she asked you out?

IF you think that she misinterpretted your words，
did you misinterpret hers?

Or IF you think WHO AM I to say all this,
let me tell you,
that's what a so-called good sister should do.
Or perhaps,
IT IS what a friend should do.

(P.S. I am ALWAYS interested to replace anyone who don't deserves anything, in order to be someone who makes a difference and deserves everything.)