always, all ways.

a day with baby.. no where to go, no movie to watch.. but! we had a long talk about our future. (= hopefully things will work with the planning and stuffs.

after resuming work since holiday, i've been seeing lotsa women both local and foreign coming to my work place, carry branded apparels, trying their best to look pretty and nice in front of their.. 'clients' - or to put things in a crude way, their customers. apparently, they are just women who worked for fast money in a cheap way, using sex in exchange. although there might be some who just entertain them, but to me, they are just materialistic women who cant resist the temptations.
most of the time, these women came in with those men and order those food which are on the top of the list for high pricing. apart from that, they ask for this and that at the top of their voice, using the most broken english or rather very good singlish. on top of that, they have the worst attitude ever. dont you ever know the magic word?
i mean, it's our part as a service crew to serve you. however, it's only about your manners when it comes to telling us your needs. my colleague was telling me that day, about a sign he saw somewhere in a particular restaurant. it's about reminding customers to have the basic courtesy when they are demanding for something. isnt it about 'give and take'? we, as service crew are also human. if you treat us like dirt, we will treat you like dirt. i never ever believe that customers are always right even though i'm working under a japanese restaurant whereby japanese have their culture. this is singapore! i mean, i dont care how others bow down to those rich b*tches and b*astards. for me, is either you treat me nice and i'll treat you back doubly nice, or you can just kindly go smear your face with wasabi and die.

bottom line: be nice to me, and i'll be nice to you. we are all equally human.

life after exams..

.. is not as relaxed as thought.

went out with my own family kinda alot as compared to last time. we visited sentosa's after-renovated cable-car, insect world, underwater world.. etc. and also stay-in at marina sands hotel.
other than that is just working and a day with baby. everything seems to be good although there're some issues within the family, but i'm not adversely affected too much by all this sh*t. just hope to have more time with baby, and earn more money so that baby will have a lesser burden because he's paying for my transportation expenses for time being before my pay-day.

i wanna have a lot a lot of private time with baby. <3

='[

many heartaches which cant be pen down, it is even harder to express with words.

:'(

what's wrong?

love baby

will be away for 2-days and 1-night for a short stay at marina bay sands hotel.

i'm missing baby soooooooooooooooo much that i wished that i'll be able to bring him along, everywhere and anywhere. we met up everyday even though he's no longer working so close to my work place, but everytime when one has to leave for a day or two, we'll be missing each other like as though we'll be apart for really very long. we just bid each other good bye 3-hours ago and less than an hour, we're missing each other's accompany. =( well, just hope that friday will come faster so that i'll be having baby all by myself for the whole day.

...

well, baby told me about she contacting him and checking out some stuffs. hmm. not really bothered by it because i trust my baby. we are just each other's property.

love you always..

many photos to upload, many things to update, but very lazy to do so.

for now,

i love baby so so much.

reap what you sow

3/11

assessment day. was kinda excited, tired, not really scared, but just a mixture of feelings. didnt slept a wink the night before.. or perhaps didnt rest much for the whole of last week will assessment. well, went to school in the afternoon to print some of the stuffs before the assessment. got really worried before my turn. however, it was unexpectedly relaxed throughout the whole presentation though i was kinda tensed. got really yippie after the whole thing.. and met up with R and O for dinner and movie instead of the class outing.

4/11

woke up early in the morning despite the sleeping late the night before. went over to fetch grandma and then visit another relative with both grandma and mom. i was really tired due to the lacked of rest and nearly dozed off at my relative's house. had brunch, then home. slept at 8pm+ all the way the next day's 10am+..

5/11

met up with baby for lunch because he said that it's worth a celebration as i endured through the 4-months and finally it's holiday time! spent the whole day with him and met up with J for 3-hours before reaching home at 12am+.

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it's kinda funny when you forgive and accept your friends' flaws, whereas you wanna revenge on your relatives. unless you really have what it takes to do it, if not, dont make a fool out of yourself by overestimating your capability, wisdom, and courage. if what you can do is only to spike us, FORGET ABOUT IT. talk about wisdom, we are all above you. capability, you're nothing. courage, you have it, but not as much as us - the lunatics. YOU SHOULD KNOW IT, right? seriously, it's none of your business anyway. you wanna get close with them because you want revenge against them, or perhaps HIM. at the same time, you fell into your own trap by listening to one-sided story, in the end, you became the weapon of HER'S. EVERY LITTLE FLING, I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE UP TO. tell me that it's all my assumption. you yourself know it best.
IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS, COME STRAIGHT AT US.
DONT DO SMALL LITTLE ACTIONS BEHIND AND ACT IT BIG.
IT'S USELESS, SERIOUSLY.
(this is not a reaction from me about what you did, this is just a warning to you before it's too late.
you yourself know who am i talking to, just dont want you to carry on with your stupidity and please do what you deem fit.)