the last post dated last year..
was quite some time ago.. hmm hows everyone? hmm im fine, apart from some relationship and work issues..
im still learning to love myself more, hope everyone does.
13 August 2015
30 July 2014
Some time before I learn to love again..
h e a r t b r o k e n.
You're the only one to mend it because you're the one who broke it, but I'll never allow that - not anymore.
You're the only one to mend it because you're the one who broke it, but I'll never allow that - not anymore.
25 June 2014
End of a chapter
Definitely not something to be happy about..
It's hard to believe that he is the one who physically, verbally, and mentally abused me, yet it's the hardest to let go.
To my dear chiwawa..
I'm sorry to let go at this moment, but you've already forced me to my limit. I can no longer be able to take the blow of you throwing your serious drunken fit, totally unable to recall what had happened the next day, and expecting me to just forget about it(again and again). You'll never know how painful it is till you experience the same thing. I hope you'll never have to go through the pain like I did, and the most unbearable pain is when you promised to be the one who's gonna mend back my heart because you wounded it in the first place, but you didn't..
We've been through a lot, been really happy with you, cried together too, do silly things together..etc. Almost inseparable! It's really really painful for me, I know it's painful for you too, but let's just do one last thing together before we finally part our ways.. Brace yourself.
Love,
😢
It's hard to believe that he is the one who physically, verbally, and mentally abused me, yet it's the hardest to let go.
To my dear chiwawa..
I'm sorry to let go at this moment, but you've already forced me to my limit. I can no longer be able to take the blow of you throwing your serious drunken fit, totally unable to recall what had happened the next day, and expecting me to just forget about it(again and again). You'll never know how painful it is till you experience the same thing. I hope you'll never have to go through the pain like I did, and the most unbearable pain is when you promised to be the one who's gonna mend back my heart because you wounded it in the first place, but you didn't..
We've been through a lot, been really happy with you, cried together too, do silly things together..etc. Almost inseparable! It's really really painful for me, I know it's painful for you too, but let's just do one last thing together before we finally part our ways.. Brace yourself.
Love,
😢
15 September 2013
27 August 2013
i will be waiting
one day, i want you to hold my hand and announce to the all your friends and people who know us, that i'm your love. we will doubled the happiness, and halved the burden.
with all my love.
with all my love.
21 August 2013
15 July 2013
embrace your life
so many friends, school mates, and colleagues gettin married. sometimes i wonder, when will my turn be coming. whenever we're out on the street, those wedding rings never fail to catch my attention.
life is unpredictable, isnt it?
...
that day i saw an old friend of mine. he was alone,and i thought his fiance is somewhere around. who knows when i texted him, then i gotta to know that he'd broken up with her. o.0!! but anyhow, it was around the haze-period. so for no apparent reason, i told him about me contacting KL out of concern for his asthma. in the end, the advice given by this old friend to me was, not to care about him(KL) because we've already broken up, furthermore,i'm already attached.
what's wrong with caring for a friend? and most importantly, my dear old friend here, you clearly do not know what went wrong between us which lead to that final conclusion. so well, ...
how can life ever be predictable?
life is unpredictable, isnt it?
...
that day i saw an old friend of mine. he was alone,and i thought his fiance is somewhere around. who knows when i texted him, then i gotta to know that he'd broken up with her. o.0!! but anyhow, it was around the haze-period. so for no apparent reason, i told him about me contacting KL out of concern for his asthma. in the end, the advice given by this old friend to me was, not to care about him(KL) because we've already broken up, furthermore,i'm already attached.
what's wrong with caring for a friend? and most importantly, my dear old friend here, you clearly do not know what went wrong between us which lead to that final conclusion. so well, ...
how can life ever be predictable?
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