14 July 2008

Really worthwhile!

$150 bucks for a F*CKING LESSON to see the ugly mentally of a person is definitely worthwhile!

As quoted 'I don't owe those people's money who've got a damn fuck up attitude problem,
I rather owe my friends who understands me as a friend,
not those who can use the f word on me.'

When in need,
anyone can be the saint.
When being pin-pointed,
everyone got attitude problem.
Oh ya,
not everyone,
it's only me who got the f*cked-up attitude.

At the last minute I still hope that somehow he will be able to see the the right path rather than sinking deeper and deeper,
I know that my way of doing that may be wrong but is it done for the sake of myself?
So does the understanding friends of yours ask you to woo her back when in the beginning they asked you to give her up?

I didn't use the word SLAVE but instead,
there are things I wanted to do in order for you to wake up,
BUT ended up as the f*cked-up attitude person.
IS IT WORTHY FOR ME TO DO SO?

150 bucks to be called the f*cked-up attitude person;
150 bucks to see the stupidity, or rather see what is meant by 'love is blind';
150 bucks to feel the heartbreak just like 5 years ago;
150 bucks to see through someone who used to brighten up my days;
150 bucks to make a nuisance outta myself;
150 bucks to realise that whatever said, done, thought throughout this 5 months is useless;
150 bucks to prove that my definition of friendship is true;
150 bucks to let people think that I'm the 3rd-party;
DEFINITELY WORTHWHILE!

Oh ya,
remembered once I asked if asking me to the movie is just another way of spiking her,
you said no.
Now I'm doubting,
but it's alright because I learnt that doubting is useless 5 years ago,
only seeing is believing.