11 August 2008

Life.

Ever felt as though the whole world is turning against you and nothing is right?

I AM so sure that everyone will have this kinda thinking at least once a lifetime,
but perhaps for those who thought of ending their life in order to end all this so-called 'sufferings' might not know HOW FORTUNATE THEY ARE compared to others.

Being fortunate is not about having SO MUCH money to spend on shopping-spree.

Being REALLY FORTUNATE is about knowing that whenever you feel tired outside,
there's always a 'shelter' named HOME,
waiting for you to rest and relax,
always ready to give you the warmth and comfort.

TAKE A LOOK at those elderly who spent their time loitering on the street,
staring aimlessly across the traffic.
TAKE A LOOK at those children in the orphanage who will NEVER know truly what a REAL HOME is like.
TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF AGAIN.

Easy ways of committing suicide:
-downing a large number of medicine;
-jumping down from 6739020385658292-storey;
-laying across the choo-choo-train-track;
-jumping down the MRT-railway-track with the on-coming train(popular!);
-blah blah blah..
DON'T BE MISTAKEN!
I'M NOT TRYING TO ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO END THEIR LIFE IN ANY OF THE WAYS MENTIONED ABOVE.

But what I'm trying to say is that one should LEARN to cherish their life no matter how much difficulties they met and how much obstacles they faced.
DOWNING MEDICINE - Do you know the consequences if you failed to die? Do you know that your kidney will actually failed you and because the dosage of medicine is far too much, your liver will actually harden and worse, you might need a liver transplant. WORST, the liver transplanted MIGHT/MIGHT NOT suit you.
JUMPING DOWN FROM 6739020385658292-STOREY - Think of those who will be cleaning up your GUTS and BRAIN and BLOOD which splatters ALL OVER the place. What if you drop on-top of another person before having your limbs flying EVERYWHERE? Isn't it cruel to KILL another innocent-party who is unwilling to die?
SOMETHING TO DO WITH TRAINS - Imagine the train-officer gotta do a SUDDEN-JAM-BRAKE, causing UNNECESSARY injuries to the passengers who don't have a seat and are not holding on to anything for support. What's worse is when those woman with pregnancy are injured, clinging on to their life dearly in order to protect the unborn.

There ARE MILLIONS or even BILLIONS or even ZILLIONS of people who suffered mentally and physically MUCH MORE than you do.
Do they choose the path like you do?
NO, THEY DON'T!
Instead,
what they did was telling themselves to be stronger than ever in order to overcome whatever is/are against them.

Acknowledge the fact that you are SO MUCH fortunate and should not be thinking about ending things in this way.
YES, YOU ARE FORTUNATE.

SACRIFICIAL is something OH-SO-HOLY for Christians.
BUT,
sacrificing for SOMEONE who don't love you as much as you do is something NOT worthy to do at all.
THINK about those who loves you MORE than she does.
Is it worth it to HURT those who loves you?
YOU YOURSELF should know better than anyone how it feels to be hurt,
so is it FAIR for those who loves you to be hurt when you are hurt?

Lastly,
if you got the courage to do anything foolish,
why not you transform the ENERGY OF DEVASTATION to a kinda MOTIVATION in life?