People do gain and lose things, and most of the time they got the choice of cherishing their 'possession(s)' in order not to lose it, or work hard for what they want in order to gain it in return.
The sad thing is, most people think that what-ever they have/had is/are something pre-destinated or so-called 'fated'. What they might not know is that sometimes in life(or should I say most of the time in life), we fight for our own destiny; we create our own history; we create our own future.
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If what you did yesterday is something you did 6-months ago, perhaps.. Things changed.. People do change.. I changed.. It's never the same anymore, we won't be the same anymore.. Some things, once lost, wouldn't be retrieved.. Sorry, but I got no problem with the people around me now, I gave them as much love as what I'd once given you. Like I always say, I wouldn't want to be back with anyone who once broke my heart so badly.. and I'll definitely live a better life.
No matter how my heart try to defy my decision, I wouldn't change it.
Now then I realise that all along I'm just trying to escape..
It's a pain to face it..
Someone please ease my pain and bring me peace..
