It's been a while since I last went to look for my 'old friend' at a pub that I used to go, and because of that, I went there last night to get myself wasted. Not much changes to the place, except that the lady boss of the place actually hired a group of guys to entertain those ladies. Most of them are macho and good-looking, and that explains why they're so well-like by those LAO CAI.
Well, my new life is good, I guess it's really the lifestyle that suits me. No more consecutive late-nights-out and no more over-spending, that's the main thing that changed. I still live by my principles, spending how much I'm supposed to, living a normal and peaceful life rather than those luxurious life whereby good car, good food and good drink were involved. At least I know where I'm standing for now, even if I'm at the bottom of the pyramid, it doesn't really matters. Who knows where I'll be 5-years down the road? Maybe.. the top? The second? Or perhaps I still remain at where I am right now? Haha.. But no matter what, at least I'm earning my own living. Compared to those who live a meaningless life by waiting for someone to 'repay' their 'over-time service' in order to survive(sorry, I know I'm being crude here if you know what I'm trying to say, but it's just the facts), somehow I think I'm far more better.
Yes, a step back really indeed shows a clearer blue sky. (:
When I convert all the sadness into strength that pulls me together,
I know I'm going to be stronger.
You know I'll be stronger too, right?
Yes, I will.
