It's a little early than Monday and Tuesday. As usual, I'm rushing my work in the middle of the night accompanied by cups and cups of coffee(it started to work a little for kopi-O). It's Thursday today and tonight will be the last night for me to stay up and do work. I've already planned to RUSH back home after Friday's lesson, bathe, then K.O. till the very next day.. go for facial(finally!!), RUSH back home to sleep AGAIN till night time, wake up, go out - may or may not. Sunday, family day since I'd been rather occupied with my own stuffs previously. Next Monday hopefully I'll be able to start work at Eileen(classmate, my mistress)'s, landlord's office. During the 2-months holiday, I'll be probably taking up 2 jobs in order to earn EXTRA ALLOWANCES when school re-opens. I'll consider getting myself either a pair of roller-blades or Er hu after clearing the remaining debts just to reward myself a little. Not to forget, the outing(s) planned for HuiXian(wifey), Eileen and I.
Mid-November trip to Desaru is cancelled because it seems that no one else in my family including my grandparents and uncles is as enthusiastic as Mother and me. DUH! Too bad that I'm not allowed to go overseas with friend, if not.. I'll be VERY VERY contented just to go Genting during the Autumn/Winter season in order to experience the BRRRR weather(I LIKE IT, YOU KNOW?). Don't think that I'm a mountain-tortoise okay? I actually went Genting as a kid and experienced the cooling weather which till now, just to imagine it in my mind will make me smile.
Well, SEKALI because of extreme hardwork during 2nd and 3rd year in NAFA, I managed to get the scholarship and go overseas! DREAM ON LAH AH PEG!! Wahaha. Let's talk about my honey-moon 7-years later(if my WHITE-HORSE-PRINCE is understanding enough to RESPECT my robotic-working-attitude in order to get to NEAR-perfection, THEN, I'll consider PAT-TOR-ING with him during my 3-years in NAFA because seriously, I'm afraid that I can't manage my time well between SCHOOL, FAMILY, PRINCE, FRIENDS, WIFEY, MISTRESS.. LOL! Alright, if everything works well, I'll consider marrying him when he proposed to me. :D!). By then I'll be 26-years old. Children will come along 1 or 2-years after marriage if we're financially stable. Oh ya, I guess my honey-moon venue will be at the Capital of Scotland, lodging at the castle for royals, just beside.. anyway, I'm contented with what I have now. Pardon my flaws, because accepting that nothing and no one is PERFECT, is just as difficult as telling myself to lose weight. I NEVER KNOW THAT GAINING WEIGHT CAN BE SO BLISSFUL!
Seriously, I'm really sorry to those people whom I'm harsh towards. Because I felt there's NO NEED for me to say something indirectly in order to get to the point, as a FRIEND, I thought we ought to be truthful. But one thing I ALWAYS forgot is, most of the time, I NEGLECTED the feelings of others. I thought that for something I can accept, others can too. For now, I'm learning to curb down the bad-temper of time which can erupt fatally and UNINTENTIONALLY hurt those around. My bad, I'm sorry. Today's incident somehow tells me that good friends are meant to be kept, while bad 'friends' are for dumping. Those whom I neglected during my 'peak' came to me when I'm at the 'lowest' and those who neglected me when I'm at the 'lowest' and is/are only there when I'm at the 'peak', I know truly - period.
Goodnight!
I felt so happy suddenly! ^^!
