Thing(s) that were lost, can't be retrieved.
I think I've tried to get the feeling back, but no matter how positive I tried to think, it's just almost impossible. Though so, I'm still glad. Maybe one day, there'll be another sunshine for me.
Goodbye love..
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I'll try to speak no evil. For now, I'll bear all the consequence for the words that came out of my mouth, and the actions done.
Sorry Peggy, I'm not a Saint(neither am I a devil/demon).
I'm just a human who err.