.. no matter what you do, will only end up in awkwardness. at the end of the day, you'll realise that the outcome will not be as what you thought of it if you keep forcing your way through. though it's sweet, but bitterness awaits. i love the blandness, though at times it seems unappealing, but it's healthy afterall.
i learnt this, and will not force myself on the heartaches again.
