waiting..

..for baby to be home safely as usual, yearning to talk to him on the phone. sigh. it seems that he's not in good mood today (or since yesterday?). was thinking if it's because of me giving him a cold shoulder since morning..

well, i'm not angry.. just feeling more of disappointed and worried. hmm. best part is, i keep having flashbacks. zz.

alright, while i'm waiting for baby, hope to be a little productive because i feel so much of wanting to sleep. perhaps after making sure that baby is home, i'll die on my bed for at least 5 hours. damn.

resist the tobacco!