running outta patience

we're worried for you, thinking of ways to look for you when you're uncontactable. you're very touched, but so what? i treat you as a friend because you're the first honest person i met since i came back to school, but your irresponsibility is pissing me off. you left the umbrella that i lent you on a rainy day with your friend, and totally forgot about it. you touched those stuffs that you know you're not supposed to, however claiming that you're just trying to fulfil your bucket list. then what? why not informed people around you that you're gonna do something really stupid first before doing it, so that they're prepared for your disappearance and wont be calling me to check whether i know of your whereabout. if you're really touched by your friend's love, be responsible at least to your own life. by the way, i'm a very easy-going person, but that doesnt mean that i'm a pushover. so dont push your luck too far, and treat me like a puppet in your hand.