this few days have been feeling really grumpy, easily frustrated and angered, emotional. most probably is near to the period of the month..
to start from the beginning of the day..
i woke up and around 9am, intending to meet my classmates for sewing in school. in the end, i was late. but the funny thing is, although i was late(the meeting time was supposed to be 1030am), but i was the earliest. dont understand? which means that i arrived one hour later than the actual meeting time, to realise that the others were even later than me. i always feel exceptionally tired and restless during this period of time, therefore i got a little bit frustrated because i could sleep abit longer!
then we went to have our lunch, then proceed to the class. sometimes i wonder what are my classmates in class for? they dont bring their pattern-making stuffs during the lesson, they dont bring their sewing stuffs during lesson, expecting their classmates to have everything all the time, and lending it to them all the time. well, so i lent my scissors to one of the classmates, and she lost it! i'm not the perfectly responsible person here, but the classroom is so small, and she can still lost it. worst of all, it doesnt bothers her at all. she just look around and said, 'oh peggy, i'm so sorry, i lost your scissors..' 'oh my god, i lost peggy's scissors..'. then, she sat down, and continue with her work like as though nothing had happened, not even mentioning how she's gonna compensate me! i stomped out of the classroom, angered, frustrated.
homed, nothing much, just refer to the previous post. just that was having a little headache.. however thought that last night i slept without talking to baby.. so tonight, i intend to wait for him to be home safely, talked to him on the phone, then i'll go to bed. sent him a message at 11pm asking if there're still customers around because normally he'll let me know when he finishes his work. so i thought it's already so late.. in the end, i received his reply, telling me that he's having supper with his colleagues and maybe playing cards with them after eating. i dont know how to describe the feelings at that moment.. so when he called, i started crying. i told him i was waiting, unaware that he's having supper, maybe gonna be late home, and not informed.. and he started apologising..
baby, you dont have to apologise for going for supper or playing cards.. i just want to remind you that there's someone waiting for you.. and that person is me. it's alright if you just tell me, then i'll go ahead to bed first.
i'm also sorry to vent my whole day frustration at you. <3
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