just when most of the people are wandering in their dreamland, here i am taking a break from the heavy school-workload. i always thought that i'm not easily distracted, always very determine and focus. however, always during the critical period of the 4-months, i lose focus easily, always poking my nose into the single distractions.
WHY?!
and if i started doing my stuffs, i'll be damn particular about every single detail. momster always says that i'm very slow in doing my things, but what she didnt know is how detail and particular i am when it comes to work - perfection is the word.
almost all my classmates are struggling during this period too. but one thing that i have mixed feelings about it is, this batch of classmates seemed to be rather.. non-particular about the quality of their work. is like.. 'as long as we hand up, quality doesnt matter'. why so? many of times, when i went to class, i thought 'oh my, i must be the worst with the least work done'. but when lecturers are opened to talk about other classmates' works, i realised that they did alot, but most of it turns out to be irrelavant. and they love to address a very hardworking classmate who did almost everything and hand-in on time, 'goddess'. she might be smiling, but doesnt mean that she love it. right? well, because this 'goddess' posted a comment on the facebook just now, saying something about her, not wanting to hide her emotions and just ignore those who annoyed her. seriously speaking, those who gave her nicknames are one of the worst lot.
bye, back to work.
