did i say before that the moment before i fall asleep is always full of bad dreams?
last night, i burnt midnight-oil again. only till this morning, at around 0630 then i decided to put a stop to my work. so after the usual routine of brushing thing and a quick bath, i climbed up my bed for a rest. once again, i'm fighting the bad dreams again, forcing myself to escape from the scenario and open my eyes. the last straw was scary, so real, so terrifying. i felt.. something climbing up the bed, so real that i can actually hear the squeaking sound of the bed. 'it' was so close behind me. then, i feel 'it' embracing me, with a warm sensation around me. the most terrible part is when i'm like half-awake, and feeling that 'it' was trying to invade me, taking control of my brain. i'm scare, really. so afraid that i'll be in the control of something beyond existence. as i'm used to power over bad dreams, bad scenario, i forced myself to break free from the unseen, but strong invading force.
is it really what people refer as 'possession'?
or is it just because i'm too tired, and so, started hallucinating?
seriously, i hoped for the latter.
