"you're a girl, so you dislike yourself?"
yea, what's wrong with disliking myself? haha i dont deny. hmm i dont dislike myself because i'm fat, i've got skin problems and all other physical imperfections. it's too complicated to understand myself.
example: sometimes i just wanna talk things out in a relax-manner, but at times, the situation ended up in a way i would totally tried to avoid - awkward/tensed. then i'll ask myself why did i allowed things to end up this way, and stuffs like that. hmm stranger, i dont really know how to put this in words. or can i say that, i'm unintentionally causing situation to happen which is not my intention?
on the other hand, i'm disliking girls but definitely not all. i cant stand girls who are bimbotic, girly..etc. although it's clearly understood that not all are perfect, but, these girls are those i'll tried to avoid.
i'm not perfect, so are others. of course i wont criticise their imperfection(s) for my own pleasure, but of course i'll avoid them to minimise my unhappiness, and just in case they got pissed because of me.
this is me, stranger.
