last night, i dozed off while watching a show with baby.. i woke up crying in the end, because i dreamt of myself being dead.
cant really recall what the scenario is about, except that the place is kinda like a deserted building where are violent bad guys and good guys including me. main point of the dream is when i was caught and shot 2 times at my torso, in the dream, i knew i was going to die and so, i chant a little before my last breath is out. i stood up and found myself looking back at my lifeless body.. and started going around leaving my last words particularly to each person in the building, starting from my dad, mom, uncle and some unknown then lastly is baby. as i was about to talk to baby, i woke up from some sound.
started off with me saying that i dreamt of myself being dead and feel so sad right now. AND BABY COULDNT REALLY CATCH WHAT WAS I MUMBLING, AND SO, HE IGNORED ME! haha then i started crying like a child, and i'm very thankful for baby's presence which calms me down right away.
anyway, baby is on the way back home again.. the next time i see him, will be around 8-months later. )""":
