it started off with me being super responsible and hardworking whereas the rest of you guys are just chilling around. so at the end of the day, dont act like as though i'm the one who pulls down the overall marks when each of us got a D for individual part except for him, who got an E. you're the one who's writing report, which includes compiling report. if you wanna put the blame of getting bad grades on me, please look at the work you guys did again. i'm very slow in my work, yes i dont deny. my written English is not as bad as yours although i have limited vocabulary and bad grammar. so if the standard of compiling report is like that, then seriously, think about it. you're not the only one who's disappointed, i dont really feel it because everytime i look through our work, it's like doing for the sake of doing.
and although you think my English is lousy and i shouldnt be getting better grades than you, but sometimes when i see the quality of work and the way you handle things, i feel that i can do better. seriously, i dislike the way you doubt my ability. so what if i voiced out, it's not as though i didnt, it's you who couldnt accept it. everyone is stressed, and i understand that different people do react differently under stress. but why should i be ignored by you or receiving your f*ck-face when i'm also having stress?
if any time you happened to read this post, do not be too affected by it and take it personally. because afterall we'll be going separate ways, and might not even be crossing path in future. you can think it's just my assumption, but that's what i thought deep down.
isnt it stupid if we fight over this?
isnt working things out together 'happily' and leave the school our ultimate goal?
isnt us just classmate?
