learn to love

today i got a group discussion with my project mates. think if i'm not wrong it's my first time getting pissed for this semester. i dont know whether is them being too calculative when it comes to the amount of work the other is doing, and too childish when handling problems arise while in the midst of project progressive, or is it me being too "unconcerned'.

at the end of the day, two of them have "silent-disagreement" with the work that the third party did and were complaining to me. what do they expect me to say when at the beginning i already told them what i foresee? i mean since the two of them wanted to bring her into the group despite me telling them the risks of letting her in, then dont expect me to make any unnecessary moves, instead i told the two of them straight-forwardly about whatever i mentioned above.

and it's really annoying when someone in your group under-estimate the group mates' abilities and over-estimate her/himself. @#$%^&* simply feel like punching her in the face at times, but it's ok, save me from more work though for a perfectionist like me will find it hard to appreciate hard work rather than.. sigh.

and c'mon. dont tell me how straight-forward you can be. i dont f*ckin' care how good you can slap me with english but at the end of the day, if i'm more reasonable than you, you can just sit at the corner and suck thumb.

for all the characters i see in my group mates, i can only sigh in silence and learn to love them more. i just hope that my group mates will learn to make use of one's strengths rather than focusing on their weaknesses. c'mon, dont you judge when you arent a judge, b*tch.

6 more days..

.. till i see baby again. =(

bon voyage..

.. to baby.. enjoy your trip and be back real soon ok?
i miss you..





@yvoluo: please.. it's not her!
how disappointing..

happy birthday..

.. to Jandy FooFooFoo..

seems like sooooo long since i last update anything here, but actually, it's like only a short period of time. work is heavy as usual, with only 1-month left to finish up the undone. feeling rather stressful, and very disappointed with my remark for this semester. i'm getting really popular among lecturers.. it seems that almost all of them are looking for me regarding attendance or unsubmitted work. whatever it is, it's gonna be over soon..

mid nov, here i come!

i have a dream..

..with the concept of 2-in-1, combining both F&B and Fashion Boutique together.

Consumers targeting 25-50 years-old;
specially tailored innovative designs catering to individual;
price range: middle high;
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special privileges available for clients from the Fashion Boutique;
specialised in Japanese Cuisine
(ala carte, kaiseiki, omakasei);
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do you have a dream?
any suggestions to my idea?
anybody interested?
to be realistic, i need $$$.

suddenly..

.. i feel emotionally unstable again.

what's wrong with me nowadays?

ex's revenge

just gotta know a very shocking news indeed. was being treated like a fool when i gave my everything, and i never thought that such things happened in-between.
damn it.