you realised the change in me, dont you? yet you chose to ignore it, and put your ego prior to me. whether i'm around and alive doesnt matters to you, right? what's important to you is them. i hope you're right. just always remember what i told you years ago,

"never ever let me fly, because if i did, i'll never return."

i hope this sentence is forever in you - which i doubt so, because i'm so unimportant to you, to the extend of not remembering my words.

is it you who're torturing me mentally, or is it myself who take things too hard?