sorry for not updating here as often as before.. partly because i just changed my job recently. it's mainly working split-shift from mon, all the way to sat. and the tiring part is not to wake up early and go out of the house at 9am, but is because there's always short of staffs. hopefully i'll be able to pick up what i'm supposed to in the coming week before the only full-timer leaves. zzz
and changing a new place means meeting new people. i just wanna put some thoughts about this head chef of mine. before i got to know him better, i've asked around and heard people saying both good and bad things about him. and yesterday, i went out with him and his friend after work for some relaxing session. i wasnt really keen to join him because he already got quite alot to drink due to entertainment for his guests. but anyway, we had a few drinks and he went blabbering..
personally, i feel sad for him because he hates himself for drinking so much, yet he cant control it and it's the only way for him to vent his anger/frustrations/stress..etc. from what he told me, i can only say that he's a man with a soft heart. just that many of times, as a head chef who's in-charge of everything, he got no choice but to show a strong front. and many of times, many wouldnt wanna look deeper into him. they say things like..
"when he's drunk, he'll scold people with no reason."
"he got no friends at work."
why wanna judge him? look deeper into him and i'll just say,
- "people who finds him demanding/inflexible/fierce..etc. are those who dont have self-discipline and not up to standard. and he's just doing what he can in order to train us into better individuals."
p.s. i dont have feelings for him AT ALL, but seriously i feel sad for him.
