should i, or should i not?
i've fallen again. whether to continue to clear all the failed modules, or to start working as a full-timer. not to mention about the pros and cons because at the end of the day, i'm not going to work for others for life. but the major problem is, if i'm really not gonna continue, how am i going to tell mom? she'll surely make a big fuss over this, and moreover, we're not in talking terms now(not a new thing though).
i've this thought coming because i'm so so sick and scare and tired of my life without money in my bank at the age of 23, accomplishing nothing, yet have to force myself to finish this sh*t that i'd chosen. anyway, why wanna make a big fuss when i'll have to pay back the money because of the usage of cpf?
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
