when life is a dread

and now i'm almost done with school, except for the failed modules to clear, i'm nowhere. was talking to mom about what i wanna do in future. i told her what's my plan, and she suggested to work from home, so as to save the rental. i'm not sure if she really dont know what are the stuffs i'll have to bring in, in order for the plan to work out. however, what i know is that without a good preparation, plan(s) will be easily messed up and fail eventually.

right now, i need lotsa money for 3 plans to work out together.

i've got all the time in the world, but my mind is restless. 

sigh.