Photos updated

Hello!

There are only 2 person eating the whole table of food.

Unglamourous. BB commented that my hair look like mushroom,

and i do agree with her. I don't know why the photo turns out this way. LOL.

The unglamourous again.

Too early for Halloween?

Oops!

Wtf?!

...

See you people after 6 days.

Miss

Will be meeting BB later at night because she'll be passing me the camera with the photos we took.

Check out the shades above.

It costs only for 10 bucks in one of the shops in Bugis-street.

Will be uploading those pictures if I got the time upon reaching home after meeting BB because I'll be leaving my house at 5a.m. in the morning tomorrow,

and yet to pack my bag.

...

It's a 6-days trip to HK and I'll always try to take pictures of the places I went to.

I'll miss you guys although I'll only be leaving for a few days,

but..

But it's still alright because I'll spend the coming 6-days looking at unfamiliar faces,

thinking about things I seldom thought of,

making sure that after I come back,

it'll be a fresh and new me.

(:

I want the devil to get outta my head.

Checkmate

SUDDENLY I FELT LIKE A TOTAL FOOL,
AND I'M SERIOUSLY A FOOL!

...cool down...

One minute ago I'm still wondering IF YOU are feeling alright,
whether YOU are feeling really down judging from YOUR reply,
thinking of ways to cheer YOU up and ALL OF THE THINGS TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER AND GET OVER IT.

One minute later,
BB told me that both of you are together again.
It's not that I'm cursing the both of you to break up or as though I am looking forward to the break up,
but i felt like..

AND ONCE AGAIN,
I'M SERIOUSLY SAYING THAT I AM STARTING TO HATE MY CHARACTER,
to care and concern about things happening around me that my friends are involved in.
I AM SUCH A FREAKING BUSYBODY TO MIND SO MUCH ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS AND WHEN I AM CRACKING MY BRAIN TO CREATE HAPPINESS AND JOY,
THEY ARE HAVING HAPPINESS AND JOY.

...cool down...

I can only blame myself because it was MY own thinking to revolve around the people,
hoping to create harmonious and joyful mood wherever i go.
SICK OF ALL THIS MAN.
I don't deny the fact that when BB told me that,
I'm feeling so angry/sad/happy CONFUSED that i cried,
and because my Mom is in my room,
I gotta lie down on the bed facing the wall pretending to be asleep,
making sure that I'm breathing with the correct rhythm,
swallowing the excess tears.
THAT IS THE FREAKING CONSEQUENCES I GOTTA BEAR FOR BEING TOO BUSYBODY.

It doesn't really matters because I know that I AM GOOD IN K.O.-ing people.
It's alright if I learnt my lessons through the hard way,
and it's completely fine with me if I ended up with no friends around,
BECAUSE ONLY THOSE WORTH KEEPING WILL BE KEPT.

I WILL..
learn my lesson today;
not be a busybody;
not revolve around people who don't deserves anything from me;
MAKE SURE THAT I WON'T BE A FOOL AGAIN;
WISH GORILLA GOODLUCK.

F*CK!
How would you feel if you're the fool?
-laughs-
I can only blame myself for my stupidity and naive thinking.

'Omanko, why are you so worked up?'

'3 cheers to being stupid, naive and a fool!'

Wanted

I mentioned in one of the previous post about how the show 'Wanted' became the stimulant of a good night sleep,
well,
i saw the people's review of that show,

'The overall message that "Wanted" is trying to send is that we have to take charge and take chances to do what we really want in life, rather than wasting it away on a miserable existence. While it is at risk of being condescending and preachy, it injects a lot of humour and sass into it, so you'll feel more amped up about taking the plunge and getting that diving instructor's license, or whatever it is you've always wanted to do but "had no time to do it". After watching this movie, you'll realise the reasons you're not doing what you really want are all lame excuses you've concocted because you're afraid, and that your own worst enemy is truly yourself.'

Rubbish.

Contentment

28/6
The initial trip for 4 became a trip for 2,
BB and me,
followed by Botak and her girlfriend joining us later of the day.

BB and me went to Waraku-Central for lunch,
and when finds that one of my ex-colleague is kinda cute which i don't disagree either.
Hehe
Then after the sumptuous meal,
we cabbed down to Bugis-street as BB wanted to go for some small-shopping-spree,
to reward her hardwork for the whole month.
Botak met up with us halfway through,
and both him and me contribute quite a lot in commenting on BB's dressing,
to make sure that she looks good and be more confident.
Haha

Then at Bugis,
the 3 of us cabbed down to town area for some singing session at PartyWorld.
Botak was really excited when his girlfriend will be joining,
but both of them left earlier because they'll be boarding the Night-Rider(NR) home.

Did i mention that both BB and I cabbed down to Waraku-Central for lunch too?

So because the meal is on BB,
so most of my money is actually spent on taxi-fare.

Anyway,
what i'm concerned about is BB going to work on Monday.
Well,
I'll leave my Guardian-Angels with BB when I'm out of town so that she'll be taken care of,
then at least I'll be at ease too.

Hoho
The photos for yesterday's trip which are still in BB's camera,
and hopefully I'll be able to upload them before I'm gone for good.
Just kidding eh?
Can i shout and scream to the world that I felt so blessed and filled with so much happiness with people like BB, Gorilla, Daifei, Botak and Family around me?
Loves~

Go sleep with snake.

27/6
BB skipped work halfway yesterday and came to my house while i do the chores before going out.
She didn't wanna let HER know that she's actually faking it,
so we gotta call Gorilla earlier to make sure that he's not telling HER the truth.
BB was asked by HER if she would be going to LAN-shop with colleagues after those who remained in the office finished working.

I guess that HER actually got some problem with interpreting sentences because what BB reply her after being asked if she would be joining the colleagues for some gaming-session(which is none of HER business because she won't be joining after all) is that 'she's not too sure' yet what HER deduced from it was that 'SHE WON'T BE GOING'.

This pissed BB off totally.
What makes things worse is that,
colleagues called her and started asking or telling things to BB which was not known to her in the first place.
People started saying things like BB is sick and requested off for work,
yet can go out for dinner then to movie INSTEAD of going for the gaming-session, etc.
And those who called and got brains with them should know that THE 'TRUTH' ISN'T THE TRUTH.
BB, I can REASSURE you that more will come and all you gotta do is to keep your cool and do what is right because the more you say,
the more tongues will wag.
If your colleagues chose to believe what they heard from OTHERS,
let them be because it just simply shows that they're born with brains to THINK,
and i guess those people DON'T DESERVES you wasting your breath on them.

...

Well,
went out with BB and Gorilla yesterday to town area to walk around.
Saw a few nice clothes which 'I think will suit me',
but because I'm not having any income now,
I'm gonna cut down on my expenses.
Alright,
I bought a JLO-Miami Glow perfume at $86 bucks yesterday. :p
I still think it's alright because it's something i wanted since about 2 years ago.
Anyway,
the 3 of us dined at the HK-cafe(my love!) at Cineleisure and as usual,
Gorilla will be the one creating all the jokes to make both BB and I laugh out loud.
Then the dramatic part came..
HER called Gorilla halfway through our dinner and started commenting on HOW THE COLLEAGUES CANCELLED THE GAMING-SESSION BECAUSE OF BB.
Gorilla was telling HER that it is none of her business BB says that they can actually go without her,
so HER was feeling angry/sad/jealous(WHATEVER!) that why Gorilla is 'siding' BB.

DUH

The 3 of us talked for quite some time in the cafe till BB and I started trembling a little.
After which,
we went for pool-session since like it's only a few storeys above while waiting for Daifei to arrive before catching our late night movie - Wanted.
Talking about the show,
well,
much disappointment actually.
Instead of HIGHLY-ACTION-PACKED,
it's actually dry and OVER.
Rating it 2/5.

Still looking forward to 28/6 which is today,
we bid each other goodbye and home sweet home.

Good things never last.
Got a message from Gorilla that both HER and him won't be joining BB and me because HER sounded that the outing would seemed meaningless for BB and HER.

DUH

YOU WANNA PLAY,
YOU GOTTA BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES.
LIFE IS A GAME,
IS EITHER YOU WIN OR LOSE WITH GLORY.

It's really sad because relationships between people are always so fragile.

Get well soon

Mom complained that the bones structuring her rib-cage are aching,
the doctors only prescribe pain-killers for her.
I told her to visit the hospital for thorough check-up,
it's always better to be safe than sorry right?

Mom, get well soon. (: