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I dreadeddddddddddd to use computer at home after whole day of staring at one in the office.





Tiredddddddddddd.

Virgin-trip

This is my FIRST-trip outta Singapore some time ago without my parents(with my grandparents, uncles and cousins though). (: I can't recall the name of the location, but look! The fountain is what we went for.The water is really cooling and there're small fishes swimming around and into your pants.. ANYHOW, I really like this place although the stones beneath are covered with algae which is kinda slimy if you were to touch and feel them - Yucky!

After the fountain, we moved on to a friend's place which is around 2-hours car-ride away. It's a prawn-pond behind me in the picture. Hey, before I started using a prawning-rod to fish for prawns in Singapore, I SCOOPED for prawns using NETS without needing to pay a single cent AT ALL. Hoho! But sad to say, my trip there had stirred such a BIG typhoon which destroyed the whole place. :(

Things that are rare to see in Singapore. Raw Lotus-seed. How nice right?

TADA~! This crabby tried to block my way, telling me that it's his territory. I K.O. it by stomping on it again and again. Yes, it's his territory and therefore he MUST sacrifice.. Eh(just kidding about the stuffs mentioned)?

Bird nest around the size of your torso.

I'm not sure what this is called in English but I've seen it some time ago in Singapore selling at various fruit-stores. The one in the picture is a pre-matured one.

Palm-farm. It's a whole-grand-patch of palms. Wow..

Bye doggy~

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It's been TWICE that the relative who passed-away 2-weeks ago appeared in my dreams.

Hmm~

All it takes is just a little imagination..

Went ''eat-air'' with KaiLoon last night at Mount-Faber before meeting up with Charles. Had a long talk and as usual, I can only envy others whenever they talk about their wonderful-trip overseas. WAIT FOR MEEE!!! ONE DAY, WE WILL BE GOING TO THAILAND TOGETHER AND CELEBRATE THEIR NEW YEAR WITH THEM! Yes, that's what the trio were talking about last night. Charles wanted to bring me to this particular ''Soi Cowboy Street'' in Thailand where it's 灯红酒绿, PLUS, there are SO MANY ''girls'' to see! Why I put '' '' is because they MAY or MAY-NOT be a girl.. A-HEM.

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Wonder why I put up a ''Kelong'' picture? Yup, it's somewhere I THINK I'll be able to find *peace*. Imagine waking up early in the morning, step out of the place where you slept the night before, looking across the infinity, you can see nothing but a red-blob crawling out. What you breathe in is real FRESH-AIR with a hint of saltiness from the sea-water. How wonderful? During those summer-season, a great leap from the planks, and dive straight into the cooling water can be such enjoyment. I'm not going to stay there forever, so thinking about the things I'll be doing during the Monsoon season will be kinda useless. Haha! To complete the picture.. Night time, with complete silence from surrounding, you hear nothing except the howling of wind, and the cranky sound from the planks. Lying on full-back looking at the sky, thousands and thousands of stars stare back at you, accompanied by frequent meteor-visits.. Again, CAN ANYTHING BE AS WONDERFUL?

Never underestimate the POWER of Imagination.

I love Gardenia!

''Eh? How come there's a hole in the middle of my bread?''

''Let me peep through it..''

*Pout* ''My last bite, but I'm still hungry!''

See, how poor thing am I to be munching on plain-bread in the office when other colleagues went out for their lunch break. Ended up with me resorting to self-entertainment with the help of the lousy hand-phone camera. I shall maintain a close relationship with this piece of plain-bread for this whole 2-months. Hey, 2-pieces of plain-bread for lunch is really not enough okay!

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How's the new outlook of my blog? Don't be mistaken about the idea of having a pinkish-blog, I DON'T like pink okay? Just feel like having a change here and there, ya.

Born to be a villain - me

Today's work is.. A-HEM. ANYHOW, I'm missing school - serious. I'm addicted to the heavy workload from school although it's monetary-unpaid.

Met up with Russel and KaiLoon for dinner last night, and when I thought I can be home to get prepared for work, Joe called. o.0 Had a good laugh of course, because Joe was telling me how this colleague(Winnie) of Janet told him that Janet had put on some weight and wouldn't bear to put up the recent photo(s) of hers in face-book or what-so-ever. We even imitated the possible-reactions of.. LOL! =p

Oh.. C'mon people, I've heard enough and talked enough. I choose a path and am ready for whatever consequences I'm gonna face. Choosing a path and can't handle the consequences isn't my way of doing things. I know whatever heard is being said for my own good, but don't worry, I came with nothing, I'll go with nothing as well. Peggy is still Peggy, instead, I'm stronger than before. Every step I take is being thought through thoroughly, because I don't wanna regret in future for the decision that I made, and that's the way I cherish things to the MAXimum. BUT, because of hearing sooooo much of HOLY stuffs from people around, I'll TRY to be as holy too, even to the extend of being a hypocrite, okay?

Till then.. WELCOME BACK MY FRIENDS~

Just when I thought that my guardian-angels had gone for hibernation, they came back with good news.. Who's next? YOU will be next, bitch.

=p

I'm off to work - FIRST DAY!





Wish me luck!! :D

^^

Met up with Russel last night for late dinner at the newly-opened HK-cafe at Northpoint Shopping Centre. Hmm~ The crowd is there, just like Cineleisure's. The working style is a little different for both outlet, as in Cineleisure's is much quieter, much suitable for peaceful dining. Whereas for Northpoint's, it's just the Chinese-version of Waraku, substituing the Arigato Gozaimasu for Thank you very much or 谢谢光临.


Had a dream of one of the lecturers in school. TADA~!! CHL!! A ridiculously-shocking dream indeed(content kept secret.. shhh..). I think I'm missing school, missing the lecturers, and not to forget my classmates.

Start work tomorrow!! (:

Dick, money and car - Part 2

Actually there's nothing for me to continue from the previous entry because I'd already forgotten what to include here.

Like what I mentioned earlier on about my relative's death, I have been going to the wake for this few days, and therefore it's the reason for letting my entry becoming 2-parts. It's the first time I WOW at the funeral site because CAN YOU IMAGINE THE SCENE IN HONGKONG MOVIE(S), WHEN ALL THE FOLLOWERS BOWED IN-FRONT OF THE TRAID-BOSS'S BODY? YES, it happened at MY relative's funeral. Okay, my relative ain't some kinda big-time-traid-boss, but both his twin-son are. All along I knew that I got relatives with this kinda background, but is like I NEVER got the chance to see them together even once since I was born. Until few years back when one of the relative's daughter got married, then I got the chance to see one of them. This time round, it's the other twin brother. It's really unbelievable to have this scenario happening right in-front of my eyes.
(P.S.: I know I'm being a mountain-tortoise, but how many people can actually have this experience? WOW~)

I think I'm idolizing this 2 legendary personnel. Wonder when will I be seeing them again..

Dick, Money, Car

Had a chat with Joe yesterday on the topic of dick, money and car. Well, like I said, it takes 2 hands to clap, therefore it shouldn't be a one-sided problem. (: No matter what, it's already over right? While we talked, I realised that the most demoralizing issue(s) in relationship(s) is when what you perfect in can't cover up the imperfections, and most of the time what you perfect in is often overtook by what others perfect in. Confused? It means that things are taken for granted. For example.. For what Joe did for Janet, it's counted as perfection(s). The imperfection(s) are how sometimes his words can be so straight-forward that she dislike listening to it. How the "third-party" say and do thing(s) in a way of her preference is his perfection(s), but if she hadn't react to his so-called ''perfection(s)'', things wouldn't be in this way today, therefore it really takes 2 hands to clap. Make sense? Another example is.. Having my Mother to guide me is what she perfect in, but doing it in a very naggy and forceful way is her imperfection. A close friend who guides me with a better way which I preferred is what he perfect in and most of the time I chose to listen to him although what my Mother said and what he said were the same. To keep things even simpler, ''dick'' is associated with love(or perhaps lust), ''money'' is money, ''car'' is associated with money and therefore I can conclude that love and money is the root of all problem.

LOL!

To be continue..

R.I.P.

The way I dressed on the day of my presentation. I thought I look like a manager with the formal wear, and my friends laughed and find me silly when I told them how I felt.

'It's okay about them laughing at my silliness.' I told myself.

(: I'll prove.

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After so long when I thought it's finally the time for me to go out and have fun, one of my relatives passed-away due to the blockage of the arteries. There goes my weekend BUT, I won't find it a trouble to pay him the last respect because that's the least I can do.

MUAHAHAHAHA~

THE NIGHTMARE FOR SEMESTER 1 IS FINALLY OVERRRRR!!!!!

TO ALL THOSE WHO DID THEIR WORK WAY FASTER THAN ME AND COMPLETE IT WAY WAY EARLIER THAN ME: IF I CAN GET A BETTER GRADE WITH ALL MY LAST MINUTE WORK, YOU GUYS SHOULD GO AND BANG YOUR HEAD AGAINST THE WALL!!!

If not..

..then I L-P-P-L lor..

But then ANYHOW, like what I told wifey, if I managed to get through this semester smoothly, she'll be given the permission to give me ONE TIGHT SLAP if I DELIBERATELY don't wanna pick up her call or throw my temper at her when she ask me to do my work for the rest of my time in NAFA. Well, I gotta force myself to be more discipline with this kinda punishment. Haha! ANYHOW, I going to bed NOW. Here comes my beauty sleep finally!

And not to forget, see ya(FMM 1B2) next year!

A-N-Y-H-O-W Why ah??

One of my subject-teacher LOVES to use 'anyHOW' instead of 'anyWAY', why ah?

(P.S.: It's a little stressful right now. Coming here to talk about this ANYHOW thing is kinda de-stressing. Well, anyhow, it's just for a small laugh.)

Hi hi~

Once again I'm here at this hour, but for different reason this time. It's my end-of-semester presentation, and whether I'll be DEAD OR ALIVE, in a few hours, it will be the time I'm gonna be judged. People, wish me luck!

Get well soon.

My friends, please do take good care. Don't forget that I'm here! (:

Quarantine

An awesome movie I should say. It's a never-get-bored movie, as in the whole storyline is just trying to scare the sh*t outta you. I got so tensed throughout the show that my face nearly stick on the screen. LOL. Nice. Although some say that the ending is bad with everyone ended being dead, I don't see any reason for anyone to survive when the whole building was being quarantined.

Rest in peace.. - Part 2

Ohaiyo~ Attended the wake last night and.. I'm glad that God has brought him to his paradise where they won't be anymore sickness and sadness. (:

Rest in peace..

Life is always full of sudden happenings which struck you all of a sudden without any signal or warning. One person may be healthy and jumpy, but the next moment, this person might just be diagnosed with some kinda incurable disease; one person might be talking to you just a few days ago and all of a sudden, you received the news that he/she had passed away; one person might be talking to you at this moment, and after bidding good-bye to you, he/she might be ramped over by an incoming vehicle while crossing the road over to the other side.

Treasure and love those who are good to you and never leave you no matter what, and always keep in contact even if you're half-universe apart..

Hiro-san, you'll definitely be missed..

o000o ^^ o000o

First, I wanna take a very deep breath..













.. and blow it out..

Okay, I'm doing this because finally, the nightmare is partially over. After 6-days of what I can say is a crazy way of working, at last I'm able to sleep with peace, without having to jump out of bed just like this morning when I realised that the sky is bright when I woke up (intended to wake up at 3.30a.m., but in the end, the clock shows 6.45a.m.).

Alright, goodnight people.

Lastly before I shut my eyes, CONGRATULATIONS for passing the test and got the license. Haha! Don't forget to drive me around just like Jay Chou, and when I got mine, I'll drive you around and make sure you feel like as though you just went for a roller-coaster ride. Haha!

XOXO

It's a little early than Monday and Tuesday. As usual, I'm rushing my work in the middle of the night accompanied by cups and cups of coffee(it started to work a little for kopi-O). It's Thursday today and tonight will be the last night for me to stay up and do work. I've already planned to RUSH back home after Friday's lesson, bathe, then K.O. till the very next day.. go for facial(finally!!), RUSH back home to sleep AGAIN till night time, wake up, go out - may or may not. Sunday, family day since I'd been rather occupied with my own stuffs previously. Next Monday hopefully I'll be able to start work at Eileen(classmate, my mistress)'s, landlord's office. During the 2-months holiday, I'll be probably taking up 2 jobs in order to earn EXTRA ALLOWANCES when school re-opens. I'll consider getting myself either a pair of roller-blades or Er hu after clearing the remaining debts just to reward myself a little. Not to forget, the outing(s) planned for HuiXian(wifey), Eileen and I.

Mid-November trip to Desaru is cancelled because it seems that no one else in my family including my grandparents and uncles is as enthusiastic as Mother and me. DUH! Too bad that I'm not allowed to go overseas with friend, if not.. I'll be VERY VERY contented just to go Genting during the Autumn/Winter season in order to experience the BRRRR weather(I LIKE IT, YOU KNOW?). Don't think that I'm a mountain-tortoise okay? I actually went Genting as a kid and experienced the cooling weather which till now, just to imagine it in my mind will make me smile.

Well, SEKALI because of extreme hardwork during 2nd and 3rd year in NAFA, I managed to get the scholarship and go overseas! DREAM ON LAH AH PEG!! Wahaha. Let's talk about my honey-moon 7-years later(if my WHITE-HORSE-PRINCE is understanding enough to RESPECT my robotic-working-attitude in order to get to NEAR-perfection, THEN, I'll consider PAT-TOR-ING with him during my 3-years in NAFA because seriously, I'm afraid that I can't manage my time well between SCHOOL, FAMILY, PRINCE, FRIENDS, WIFEY, MISTRESS.. LOL! Alright, if everything works well, I'll consider marrying him when he proposed to me. :D!). By then I'll be 26-years old. Children will come along 1 or 2-years after marriage if we're financially stable. Oh ya, I guess my honey-moon venue will be at the Capital of Scotland, lodging at the castle for royals, just beside.. anyway, I'm contented with what I have now. Pardon my flaws, because accepting that nothing and no one is PERFECT, is just as difficult as telling myself to lose weight. I NEVER KNOW THAT GAINING WEIGHT CAN BE SO BLISSFUL!

Seriously, I'm really sorry to those people whom I'm harsh towards. Because I felt there's NO NEED for me to say something indirectly in order to get to the point, as a FRIEND, I thought we ought to be truthful. But one thing I ALWAYS forgot is, most of the time, I NEGLECTED the feelings of others. I thought that for something I can accept, others can too. For now, I'm learning to curb down the bad-temper of time which can erupt fatally and UNINTENTIONALLY hurt those around. My bad, I'm sorry. Today's incident somehow tells me that good friends are meant to be kept, while bad 'friends' are for dumping. Those whom I neglected during my 'peak' came to me when I'm at the 'lowest' and those who neglected me when I'm at the 'lowest' and is/are only there when I'm at the 'peak', I know truly - period.

Goodnight!

I felt so happy suddenly! ^^!

Gasping.

Last Saturday - Stayed home and do homework till 4a.m.

Last Sunday - Work up at around 10a.m., started doing homework at around.. 1p.m. Slept at around 2a.m.

Monday - Slept at 6a.m., woke up at 8 to prepare for school.

Tuesday - Slept at 5a.m., woke up at 9 to continue with the unfinished work.

Now I truly understand what one of my teachers meant by not having the time to sleep for AT LEAST 4-days during the peak for handling of assignments.

IF only I don't do last minute work, I AM VERY SURE that I'll score AT LEAST B for every module. But now, I'll be grateful without any F - just a pass will do. (:

3 more days to go, unfinished work:

Product development
- sketches to be done in order for teacher to choose the best ones among, so as to proceed to the next stage.
(when my classmates are wrapping up their work, I still have long way to go..)

Fashion details
- 100 annoying stuffs to find
(when my class mates took 3 days to finish up the whole thing, I've yet to start..)

Computerised techniques
- the one last thing to be done
(shouldn't be a problem..)

Sewing
- to finish up the making of skirt
(not a problem either..)

Communication skills
- a project about business plan, in order to convince our teacher to buy our idea
(dooms day.)

Goodluck to FMM 1B2 classmates, and goodluck to me.

Why so serious?

Ouch! My neck hurts. Sounds familiar right? LOL! Of course it's hurting, because of sitting in front of the computer for hours to do those assignments, straining the eyes and neck. Any idea to keep yourself awake? Coffee is useless for me SERIOUSLY.

Just remember something which happened this morning in school. A presentation done by ME was TOTALLY OUT OF TOPIC and the teacher simply just shook her head, smile and me, and asked me for an opinion about how she's going to grade me. LOL! In order to thanks her gratefully for seeking my opinion(LOL!!), I rewarded her with my silly goofy smile..

Life is a joke

Arghhh.. I'm on a roller-coaster recently, with life like a joke, everything seems to be a joke.

Firstly, I supposed that this is the last week of 1st semester before school-assignment on the 13th of November. Everything asked to do, must be pass-up accordingly to the respective teachers. But due to some problem of mine which takes up most of the time in the beginning. When everyone was halfway through the task, I just started out.. So, well.. hmm..

Secondly, congratulations to me because my computer finally crashed, and the worse things are, when I actually thought of moving all my stuffs to an external hard-disk the day before it went dead. Sixth-sense uh? Too bad, it's a little too late. Worst of all, it all happened when it's the 'peak' period of using computer to rush projects and stuffs. @#$%^&*

Counting down.. 4 more days.. 4 MORE DAYS OKAY!!

Then.. I'll look for jobs in order to pay off my debt. Anyway, any suggestion(s) for asking a $800-loan back from someone who used to be close with? Haha. Alright, then.. I'll wait patiently for wifey to go out with me so that I can buy her a candlelit-dinner, presenting the ugly-side of me with the gorgeously packed rotten roses. She loves BIG portions of food(when she can't really eat a lot o.0!), therefore I'll specially ask the Chef(s) in the kitchen to reserve those ingredients that are going to be thrown away. Don't waste!

(P.S.: I doubt wifey will be here to see this. Hehee..)

All I want is just a simple trip to East Coast Park.. Where I found happiness; where I found sadness. (:

If

A melody which can easily causes me to tear; the lyrics which is enough for me to think..

When I'm cooping at home rushing all my projects on a Saturday night, I know I'm not alone because.. .. .. .. .. .. ..


























I know all my other classmates are doing the same thing!