Off To Taiwan~

I miss Brother.





Serious.

Pre menstrual syndrome

I miss Baby soooo much right NOW.. Wish I can hug him right NOW and feel peace within.



Sorry, having PMS right NOW.

Oh So Random

To struggle between school, work, family, boyfriend, friends and private time is really..

Hectic life, seriously.

...

Chatted with Alvin just now through MSN and we talked randomly. We'll be meeting up with William (hopefully), for some roller-blading/cycling session at East Coast Park. Yippie!! FINALLY I FOUND SOME KAKIs!!
(Anyway, both Alvin and William are people I knew since 14- years old, and the best part is, they know each other.)

Now I finally understand why Wifey said that most of my friends are guys. I don't deny the fact that I got majority of guy-friends because I personally feel that it's easier for a person who is THAT straight-forward like ME to communicate with guys rather than girls. That doesn't mean that guys don't feel emotional when I talked to them, just that most of the time when they know me well enough, they'll just simply shoot what they think, but girls DON'T! Not all, BUT majority of them just keep their feelings to themselves and ended up with unnecessary misunderstandings or.. whatever rubbish I should say.

WHY?!

It's 21st century for a long long time, and I guess it's really important for Asian to be more open-minded when expressing themselves.

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Dearry's trip postponed again. It's like.. from end of July, to mid-August, then now to September or October. DUH! Anyway, it's not a bad thing because seriously, although I told him it's alright for him to overseas to work, but deep down, I'll be missing him THAT much.

By the way, Final Destination is coming out this Thursday. We'll be watching it on Friday!! NO-NO to 3D because I don't wanna get any heart-attack and stuffs like that. Gasp!

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Tutorial week(2-weeks break) is coming soon! However, because of the missing lesson during the previous weeks, the first week would be occupied with make-up lessons and therefore, goodbye~ to the first week of "holiday".

LOL I got attendance problem again! It's only the start of the semester and I got such problem, can't imagine how am I gonna survive for the next semester of this term without any other excuses to skip lesson. OH MY GOD!

Friends..

.. some drifted, some no longer in contact with, some seldom contact, some simply just disappear..

Well, well.

Saw 老师(my sewing teacher) this afternoon while on the way to school, and chatted a little before going for lesson.

She said that I lost quite a lot of weight after the holiday, and couldn't even recognise me if I stand a little further away. Should be feeling happy when someone commented positively about my weight issues however, I felt kinda.. sad. You see, because she's asking what happened to me, concerning me still although I kinda disappoint her last semester due to my results..

Yes, talking about losing weight. I noticed my rapid reduction in weight after starting to work when my holiday started around 3-months ago. I think I lost probably 3-4KG within 1-month, which is kinda unhealthy I know. But hey, I do eat okay? Morning sure have breakfast at 10+, then lunch cum dinner at 4+, sometimes supper after work. STILL LOST WEIGHT. Heard that having breakfast everyday is a way of losing weight right? I MUST HAVE BREAKFAST EVERYDAY! Haha So random.




I lingers.. Look further..

Peace within - Not

You know.. I FREAKING HATE TO SEE MY PARENTS F*CKING QUARREL.

IT'S NOISY.

F*CKING NOISY.

I don't wanna stay in a place with so much unhappiness and quarreling. Really feel like crashing the living room table and EVERYTHING to stop the noise. A day planned to go for dinner together as a family ended up with sh*t, I mean SH*T! What's the point of me not going to work, just to see my parents quarreling at home?!

I feel really sad, I mean REAL SAD.





Arghhh.. Someone please tell me how to ease the pain.

zzZ

I'm getting kinda frustrated with work recently because of.. .. ..


FORGET IT.

I miss Deary..

.. because he'll be going overseas soon. Spent half-a-day with him today, and after telling him that I'll miss him alot more when he's not in Singapore, I cried.. )':



I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..
I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..I miss Deary..


.. and I love You.

The days will be better

So sorry, I'm back again..


Anyway, just read Eve's blog and realised that it's been so long since I last go out and have fun.

SUCKS!

I hate to think of the past, where I can step into a Japanese restaurant when and where I like; where I stepped into a pub treated like 'VIP' with cheap liquor and have that 'drink till you die' scenario.

So sorry again, it's never the same.

Haha!

I'm a poor sh*t student now.

Yes, RIGHT NOW.

My oh my

Can I have 48-hours each day?


Or a pill that keeps me awake and energetic?


Ecstasy?


.............................

Brother is going Taiwan with his friend soon. How I wish I'll be able to join him because I know it'll be real fun going overseas with Brother. Too bad, my next holiday is still months away.. Mom is going Taiwan too, with Granny and Grandpa because they requested going there again. I can't join them as well because they'll be going there next year's March or April, whereas my holiday will only be in May or June.. Colleague R is going Taiwan as well, and was asking if I would like to join her as she'll be going there alone. Haha! I told her I'll be joining her if she's gonna sponsor me the air-tickets. She agreed almost immediately but after thinking rationally, she changed her mind. (Anyway, it's impossible for me to go with her because she's going in October, and my holiday will only start in mid-November, I guess.)

LOL

I would LOVE to go Taiwan, and wouldn't mind coming back home with a fat stomach loaded with their local delicacy.





I wish, I wish..

Happy as usual..

.. because tomorrow I'll be going to work after school, meaning that I'll be able to see Baby! Last Sunday we went home together after work, and the following Monday I'm already telling him how much I'm missing him though it's like only less than 24-hours.



<3
Goodnight Love..

Nowadays..

..thoughts of "raising the white flag" keep on surfacing. It's really a bad BAD sign because it's the exact feeling that I had when I was in NYP, feeling really demoralised when it's time to go to school.



PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH!!
I NEED STRENGTH!!
I NEED MOTIVATION!!



): Baby.. I need you..