Definitely not something to be happy about..
It's hard to believe that he is the one who physically, verbally, and mentally abused me, yet it's the hardest to let go.
To my dear chiwawa..
I'm sorry to let go at this moment, but you've already forced me to my limit. I can no longer be able to take the blow of you throwing your serious drunken fit, totally unable to recall what had happened the next day, and expecting me to just forget about it(again and again). You'll never know how painful it is till you experience the same thing. I hope you'll never have to go through the pain like I did, and the most unbearable pain is when you promised to be the one who's gonna mend back my heart because you wounded it in the first place, but you didn't..
We've been through a lot, been really happy with you, cried together too, do silly things together..etc. Almost inseparable! It's really really painful for me, I know it's painful for you too, but let's just do one last thing together before we finally part our ways.. Brace yourself.
Love,
😢
