Kiss goodbye to 2008

Goodbye to..

- 2008

Hello to..

- 2009




Yesterday at 2359, I secretly make a wish.. Secretly hoped that I'll be able to find my Mr. Right. Haha! But of course, the priority is the health of ALL the people around me, including family members, friends and myself. (:

Goodbye to the sad 2008, and WELCOME 2009!! Not really anticipating, but at least I do hope for the better. Hope that.. Brother will be able to strike the TOTO because he's going crazy over it; Father will be able to strike TOTO as well so that he'll be able to retire from work; Mother to strike TOTO too! So that the family financial burden on her will be lightened; God-Father to strike 4D/TOTO, same as Dad - retiring from work; Grandfather and Grandmother to be blessed with good health so that they'll be able to see their grand-children getting married; 2nd, 3rd, 4th uncle, will be able to find a good wife to take care of them as well as Grandpa and Grandma; JiaHui and JiaMin(cousins) will NOT be lazy and grow to think maturely rather than quarreling with each other EVERYDAY due to nonsensical stuffs; AhBee(ShuJun) and QiDa will be having smooth-sailing in their job and marriage; KaiLoon will find his future life-long partner who will love him more than loving herself, and so, taking care of him and his family. And also, hope that you'll be able to find the feelings for Japanese Cuisine back; Joe will be able to find his future life-long partner and earn BIG MONEY~!!; Russel will finish up his NS smoothly as well as having flying colours academically; SoonSoon will find a pretty lady with BIG eyes and white smooth skin to sit in his future dream-car, and also good health for his Mother; Joanna(B.F.) will have a better r/s with her elder-brother, and blessed her and her family with good health and wealth; HuiXian will put her past behind and find a guy to pamper her and love her, AND, more freedom for her!; Denise and Shan will be happy truly; Last and the least, for those whom I did not mentioned, PLEASE DO NOT frown. It's not that I don't remember you guys, but because there are just too many to be listed down. My ex-colleagues(Waraku, Tonkichi, Yen, J-Toshi, Curry Favour..), my classmates and teachers(JPS, NSS, NYP, NAFA), my friends(Charles, Nick, Beena Auntie, ShuYun..), and WHOEVER! As long as we know each other, may you be blessed with God(whichever you believe in), with good health and good wealth, and loads of happiness!




Finally.. I sincerely wish that everyone will be happy deep down from the heart. I know that there'll be times when everything seems to be really tough, but as long as one believe in their Faith, everything will be over. To appreciate the things around and be contented about it, you will be the happiest person. So.. cheers to 2009 and.. HUAT AH!!

Recover.. PLEASE!

Dropped the initial plan of going East Coast Park yesterday due to .. ANYHOW, it's not a bad thing though. First, it saves me at least a 20 bucks. Second, I escaped the fate of being a burnt-pig. Blessing in disguise uh? (:

Went to KaiLoon's work-place with Joe for a little chat. Nothing much after that.. Home sweet home at 7pm. Shopping is getting more and more.. I should say that WINDOW-shopping is getting more and more aimless for me. Hmm~ Anyhow, when we were back in Yishun, I bumped into a Primary-school classmate of mine. Was kinda surprised that he still recognise me because even some of my Secondary-school classmates don't. Haha! Still as good looking as before, only difference will be his darker skin-tone. Recalling back, I knew his younger sister through BASC(the student-care centre in my Primary-school), then we were in the same class during Primary-5 and perhaps 6 as well. He was my sitting partner and.. Once he was having fever, not knowing that his parents were divorced, I kept pestering him to call either his Mum or Dad to fetch him home. See, this is what a 11-years old Peggy would do. (:

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Sad to say, I'M SICK FOR 10 FREAKING DAYS!! Still, it shows no sign of recovering. ):

Lost

Untie the knot for me, please.



Christmas is over, and I seriously felt like a total idiot. F*ck.

The confession 2

Thing(s) that were lost, can't be retrieved.

I think I've tried to get the feeling back, but no matter how positive I tried to think, it's just almost impossible. Though so, I'm still glad. Maybe one day, there'll be another sunshine for me.

Goodbye love..

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I'll try to speak no evil. For now, I'll bear all the consequence for the words that came out of my mouth, and the actions done.

Sorry Peggy, I'm not a Saint(neither am I a devil/demon).

I'm just a human who err.

In dilemma

"But they'll all freeze to death outside! Let them in, please."




Love is to give someone the power to hurt you, but trust one not to.

Get well soon

Hopefully I can get completely well before the 24th. (:

Goodbye to flu, cough, and fever.

“武力，不是暴力。中华武术讲究的是武德，仁也。 ”

Don't doubt this man in the picture. Yes, he is the Grandmaster of Wing Chun - Ip Man. For those who got no idea who is he, FORGET IT. Anyway(no more ANYHOW eh?), just back home after movie with KaiLoon, Joe and Soon Soon. Ip Man(Eep Mun) is a great movie which talks about this Grandmaster who NEVER bow down to the Japanese during the Marco Polo attack, as well as valuable teachings.

Home sweet home as such early timing because I'm not feeling really well, and since KaiLoon is going to Joe's place.. I'm home!

Gonna crash soon. Tata~

Sick

Thanks to me for being a glutton - eating the whole packet of crackers at one go.

And now I got a sexy voice. ):

The confession

I'm sorry to lie to you.

But seriously, going out with someone whom I don't really know, isn't very comfortable for me.

And I hope you'll understand.

Love Each Other

When I was a kid, I stole, I lied, I fought, I forged.. Basically doing all those things that will cause the flesh on my buttock to split when Mum punished me by using 3 canes + 2 rulers(those thick kind that tailor uses), making sure that all this 5 land straight and hard on my bare-buttock(yes, without wearing anything). This is how my Mum taught me to be a person with discipline. No matter how poor I am, never steal. If there's something I really wished have, earn it myself. Never lie, because another lie is needed to be told in order to cover up the previous one. Never fight, because Singapore is no longer undeveloped. Never forge, as it's a crime to do so. But as I grow up, I realised that although Mum said that ''The trust between humans need to be proven by action'', but no matter how hard I try, she don't seems to trust me - I never got my second chance. I'm full of hatred and rage.. and sadness. Instead of making things worse, I told myself that no matter how others think of me, even if they are my parents, as long as I didn't do anything wrong, there's nothing to be afraid of. For 10 years, without any hatred, I accept the fact that there's no second chance. People will still have doubt(s) even if they say ''I TRUST YOU'' but the fact is, it's all bullshit. Therefore, from what I learnt from my family, I presumed that everyone only have ONE CHANCE. ''To err, is human.'' It should be changed to ''To err, THERE GOES YOUR ONE AND LAST CHANCE.'' Sorry for being selfish to those whom I used this sentence on but it all depends on how serious the error was and also, it depends on whether one worth another chance.

Perhaps in my parents' eyes, I don't worth a cent.

Just like how I was being criticised to the point that I don't worth A SINGLE CENT. At a point, I was being referred as someone who ''enjoys'' bullying other(s). But out of a sudden, this act of referring me as ''bad'' person was being said to be an act of BOOSTING THE PERSONALITY/CHARACTER of the one who got bullied. DUH? So AM I or AM I NOT a bully? It's not up to me to say, right? Pardon me for using ''Birds of the same feathers flock together''. So now can I presume that, in order to achieve the ULTIMATE GOAL, one can do ANYTHING, including doing things which involves an INNOCENT(to the extend that he/she wasn't given the chance to explain) third-party? (:

Do you deserve a second chance?

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Watched -The Day the Earth Stood Still- with KaiLoon and Joe. It's just another ''DON'T HURT THE EARTH!!'' show, just like -The Happening-. With Keanu Reeves starring as the Alien which invaded Earth to save Earth from the people, I just don't feel the WOW in the movie, unlike how he gave me the WOW feelingS when he starred in -Constantine-. So.. We must all love one another including the Earth, if not WE WILL ALL D I E ~!! ANYHOW, so much of coincidences yesterday. First, we saw Ken and his wife(which I seriously can't recall her name =p) after having dessert. Second, my gastric was acting up, and so, we went to the food-court to take care of my gastric, only to realise that Glaudy(ex-Yen colleague) was sitting just right behind our table with her boyfriend. Once again I was asked to work at Charles's place, but this time round was asked by Ken's wife. If not for the VERY inconvenient location.. Well..

It's a wound that never heals.. But I will try.. Let's work hard together, okay?

<3

Should those who left determine my life, it would be cold and dark. With faith and love, I believe there'll be people who trust me, and whom I can trust. (:



With Faith and Love..

The holy night

That's No-Balls, Faggot, and Pussy.. Just kidding man!(That's what we used on .. .. Shhh.. *smirking smiley*) ANYHOW, that's Joe, KaiLoon and me. Just back from window shopping at town area, which is like.. ''people mountain people sea'' - seriously. It's not enough Christmas and there're already like SO many people. Imagine when it's the day Christmas itself. AMEN. Window shopping is bad enough because even if you wanna buy something, the queue would be like.. queuing up for Hello Kitty at MacDonald few years back. DUH.

I'm anticipating Christmas Eve!! It'll be like so fun with Joe, KaiLoon, Charles, MY WIFE HUIXIAN and ..(I'll truly hope that those invited will be present..)



All I want for Christmas is..

To be able to imagine..

Outings with KaiLoon and Joe soon!

1.) Sentosa
2.) 叶问 (Donnie Yen's next movie!)
3.) KBox/Party World/Top One
4.) $$ and hunt for good food together
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Many to go, but.. ANYHOW, the ultimate outing will be still going overseas with friends. Malaysia, Genting, Thailand, Sarawak(KaiLoon's hometown), and even NORTH POLE(because I remembered KaiLoon saying that he wanted to have a look at the Aurora, just once and he'll be contented)!!


For all this, I will wait. (:

(: (yesterday)

Went to watch 海角7号 with KaiLoon after he's done with his work, and then met up with Joe after he finished his work. 3 of us went for dinner then home sweet home.

New lesson learnt(9th Dec 08):
NEVER be over-confident about what will happen in future.

What I think now may not be the outcome in future. It'll only served to be a guide-line, as things planned don't always turns out to be as perfect as it is.

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Haven't been meeting up with Russel lately.. Hmm.. Soon okay? (:

Hmm~

'He', who gave us an answer, knows what you're doing every day, every second.

We shall see.

(:

Last weekend is a good one, with endless entertainment such as ''绿茶的故事'' and ''肥皂与金棍''.

Christmas 08' is approaching and soon it'll be a new year 09'. Seriously, I can't recall what I did last Christmas, and I wonder how is it going to be like for this year..