i miss you

wish you're here with me now.

and i'll cry myself to bed tonight

just want you and your family to be safe.

i guess this is more than puppy love

i have people asking me about my boyfriend recently..

'where is your boyfriend?'

'when is the last time you saw your boyfriend?'

'you guys were together for around 3-years but there is about a duration of 6-months which you guys havent seen each other?'

'arent you afraid that he might have someone else over there?'

'forget about him.'

'why dont you find a break off with him and find a better one who can always be with you?'

'why dont i see your boyfriend fetching you from work?'

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and the list goes on.

if there's a need for me to give an excuse for him or even for myself, i would. but i dont see any reason to it. i dont see any reason for me to tell others why am i holding on to something which is so far yet so near. i mean.. i believed most of these people meant well and i appreciate that, but.. there's alot of things which one needs to experience it in order to understand the whole process. just like how our relationship is like in that 3-years.

i guess what kept me going is the faith of our love. i dont deny the fact that my mind gave in to my imagination when i got all these people telling me the same old story.. but, i chose to believe because if i dont believe, who else will?


love,
  all ways, always.