15 days

glad that you're back, but nothing to be happy about. because soon, you'll be away again - for long.

<3

goodnight

you're my lover, my best friend, my everything. when you're gone, i feel really empty. to be truthful, i'm trying to be sane. and when i feel like telling you something, i'll come here. you're just back for only days, and i'm already having either sleepless night or crying myself to bed. when you're 'officially' back, it'll be a torture. but i know i'll be fine after some time, and you'll be fine too. at the end of the day, we'll be together again. i love you.

6th day

we met on monday afternoon, you said it's urgent and you have to leave on tuesday morning. that night, we hugged and cried. tuesday morning, i'm on morning shift, cant send you off at the airport. partly, i'm reluctant to do so because i know i'll cry, and you will feel even sadder. it's been a few days since i last heard your voice, see your face, smell your scent. i miss you in any ways.

from,
love.

:'(

the previous post regarding the list of things to be done wont happen. sad to say, everything is so sudden. and when will be the next time i'll be seeing my baby?

miss you so much.