31 July 2008

I don't like it you know? I love it instead. (:

Because my school time-table allowed me to be off on Wednesday,
so after completing my task yesterday,
I went roller-blading at East-Coast-Park(ECP).

Had small accidents which resulted in cuts all over my left-shoulder and knees,
as well as bruises on the knees.
All this was caused by stupidity of me when going down the steep-slope,
when I couldn't turn and avoid the obstacle,
the only thing I could think of is to fly towards the grassy area,
yes FLY.
It became a joke today in the office that BB work in.
I DON'T LIKE IT YOU KNOW??!!

But I love it instead.
I love BB,
and I love roller-blading.
I love ECP,
and I love Mork and guys.
I love, I LOVE!

I want Saturday to come quickly.
I want my love to come quickly.
(:

28 July 2008

I WANT HANDS-ON EVERYDAY!

New day for the second week.
School is great,
but it'll be really nice if I have the chance to hands-on everyday.
(:

You see,
there're 3 category of people on Earth.

Category A:
Very wise. Learn his/her lesson through others who committed a certain kinda mistake.

Category B:
Not too wise, yet not too dumb. Once bitten, twice shy. Never repeat the mistake twice.

Category C:
One word - dumb. Do things without thinking, and always think that there'll be someone out there who is always willing to lend a helping hand. Never learn from mistakes, and kept repeating despite people trying to enlighten them.

Well,
I copied BB's idea about the categorising people into different groups,
but just that it's pin-pointing at different people.

So, which group are you in?

27 July 2008

PLEASE DON'T DIRTY MY PLACE

Instead of meeting up with Mork and guys as usual during weekends,
I was at Daifei's birthday party last night in one of the pubs at Boat-Quay.
I saw HK-girl almost immediately after I told BB how I miss her presence,
what a coincidence!
Chef-Andy brought his colleague(skinny-Sim) and his nephew along to the party,
Daifei got a number of his friends there as well.
The only person who was absent is Chef-Anson.
The Oosh-ers were all at the pub next to the one we were located,
how nice to see old friends around.
(:
The funniest thing last night was that a group of girls at the pub was actually trying to 'compete' with us by singing the same song after we sang it.
Well,
singing is not just about hitting the right keys and not singing outta tune.
If a song which only requires one person to sing and was sang by two,
it needs a lot of 'mental-telepathy' to do so,
and one gotta know how well he/she can deliver the song because the stronger singer should be the lead whereas the other will be the back-up singer.
For the case of BB and me,
I'll always be the back-up singer because I find her vocal to be much stable compared to mine.
Imagine what the group of girls did was that they wanted to create some sort of 'speciality' but it turns out to be the otherwise - back-up singer was louder than the main-vocalist.
HAHA.
Anyway,
I did enjoy myself although I saw history-D there.

...

(Looking at the tag-board..
-Laughs!-)

'.. SHOULDN'T BE HERE TO SEE THE UGLY SIDE OF HUMANS.'
I wonder why are you here to see my blog in the first place when you are kindly NOT invited.

'CONGRATS, YOU WIN. CHEERS!'
Thanks for congratulating me, but are we in a game or battle in order for me to win?

Oh ya,
the only thing I won after knowing you and BB was a trophy titled -TRUST IN FRIENDSHIP-.
Is there anything else?

P/S: SORRY TO THE SAINT, I'M NOT OUT TO ENTERTAIN YOUR NONSENSE, DEALING WITH YOU TELLING ME THAT I WON WHATEVER STUFFS. YOU ARE KINDLY NOT SO WELCOMED.

26 July 2008

Woot!

(:

(180km/hr cont')..

The guys!
My Love!
G-man's bedtime companion!
Photos uploaded for entry of 180km/hr.
G-man sent me quite a number of them but most of them really look retarded and horrible so I decided not to post them.
The only sad thing is that G-man himself is not in those photos that he sent me.
...
Met up with BB, Mork and guys last night at Oosh for chilling session and the whole night was filled with quite a few drama involving the 'flying-cockroach' which sent BB screaming at the top of her voice and the 'toad' which sent me running down the alley like a mad woman.
ALL CREDITS TO MORK.
The night ended early as most of the guys were kinda tired so BB and I cabbed home.
Home sweet home.

24 July 2008

PUKE

It was a last minute decision yesterday to go over a pub to look for some friends,
which led me to witness a scene of the Siao-eh and the JHK cuddling together.

@#$%^&*
(getting outta the place as soon as I captured everything in my brain. Yucks.)

It's beyond explaination.

To think that someone still in the dark thinking that it's an angel he is falling head over heels for.

BAD MOUTHING.
BACK-STABBERS.
FOR WHAT?
It's just the fact that can't be accepted by you,
and YOU YOURSELF chose to escape from reality.

LOL.
Dumb sh*t.

...

Regarding the post on I AM NOT SAINT,
I received tags and saw some other tags somewhere else,
and like what I always say,
it's up to me to write and up to you to decide whether YOU wanna stay and continue reading.
Sometimes it's really really easy to say things that don't happened to you.
Tell me that LIFE IS TOO SHORT AND IT'LL BE TOO TIRED TO REMEMBER ALL THIS.
Tell me that 'IT SEEMS THAT YOUR FRIEND IS STILL REMEMBERING EVERYTHING'.
Tell me that 'I DON'T APOLOGISE AND DON'T SEEK FOR FORGIVENESS'.
Then what's that meal for?
To show how rich you are?
To show how well you keep your promises?
To show how forgetful you can be?
To show how forgiving you can be?
WHATEVER.
Of course you wouldn't be facing all this like what I had because people do treat you like a real friend while you treat those ACCORDING TO YOUR MOOD.
DID YOU EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I WANNA SAY THAT VERY DAY?
Just fancy calling me on that day during MY working day and SHOWED ME YOUR SKILLS OF HANGING UP PHONE CALLS HALF-WAY.
If you DON'T remember what happened,
LET ME REFRESH YOU.
The fact is that R had already told me stuffs between him and K long before you told me,
and I was asked to keep it to myself.
That night after you told me what happened,
all I asked R was how did you know it,
that's it.
DID YOU EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I WANNA SAY?
YOU NEVER.
And once again I shall refresh you if you really really can't remember what you SAID.
YOU told me that I DON'T FIT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
WOULD YOU EVER KNOW THAT I CRIED ON THE SPOT AND R WAS BESIDE ME?
WOULD YOU EVER KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAID ON THE PHONE WAS PUT ON LOUDSPEAKER AND R HEARD IT ALL?
I SHALL grant your wish then.
Thanks,
but I DON'T FIT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
I wouldn't wanna get closer or even just have a simple meal with someone who DENIED me in the first place,
no matter how poor I am,
I can still afford my meals.
Go ahead and use your ways to tell me the otherwise,
I wouldn't care because it wouldn't be the first time anyway.

23 July 2008

=D

It's an 'off-day' for me in school today which means that I don't have to go school at all.
Who knows that Mork didn't go work today and BB is having Medical-Certificate(MC).
Wanted to watch The Dark Knight initially but ended up watching Prom Night with BB instead.
Not a bad show actually but the storyline just shows how inefficient are those police-officers.
Rating it 3/5.

This coming Friday BB won't be free because most probably she'll be going to her team-chalet,
so I guess I'll be watching The Dark Knight that day to keep myself occupied,
provided that my eyes would be kept open.

Then Saturday it'll be the celebration for Daifei's Birthday.

I got school tomorrow and gotta wake up at 6a.m.
Goodnight.

22 July 2008

I am not Saint

It's my second day in school today and know what?
Tomorrow I got no lesson at all!
Anyway,
although I only met my classmates twice,
it's like we are getting along quite well,
especially when I do make the effort to smile at them and distribute sweets around although there're signs shown 'STRICTLY NO FOOD AND DRINKS ALLOWED'.
加油, 加油!
...

Know what again?
It's really funny when people tend to apologise and seek for forgiveness after saying really hurtful things to you quite some time ago.
They'll have all kinda excuses saying that they don't put it to heart and don't really remember what happened,
but hey,
I PUT IT TO HEART AND DO REMEMBER EVERYTHING OKAY?
It's just like giving a punch on your face and apologise to you on the next second.
Sorry,
but I AM NOT A SAINT.
...

LOL.
BB told me a news which makes me laugh.
So she was right,
it wasn't bought by the JHK(secret terms created).
Wahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa...

Once again,
KOO KOO~

21 July 2008

Back to school

Today is my first day in school,
not too bad for me.
But I guess little time is needed for me to adapt the school routine once again,
as well as not doing things at the wrong premises :P.
At times,
I also need to tell myself again and again NOT TO FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS.
Luckily my first lesson in class today is in-charge by a quite-good-looking chap,
if not I wonder if I'm able to survive for the few hours.
LOL
Just kidding ya.

I think I'm too used to the carefree period of time when I do things according to my own time own target because usually if I'm really tired I'll just go to sleep at home but now I can't and gotta make sure my heavy eyelids don't touch the one below.
Yawns~

No lesson on Wednesday and I'm already thinking what I can do on that day.
If there's really no program,
most probably I'll go for a movie alone.

Woohoo~

20 July 2008

180km/hr

Shall not continue calling Mork as 'Pork' because of a stoy he told last night.
He got a unique name afterall right?

Alright,
went to East Coast Park yesterday in the late afternoon for roller-blading session,
but was greeted by a heavy-pour half-way through the journey there.
AND TWICE,
BB and I met the same type of Taxi-driver who told us that he got no idea where our destination is located at.
The day before we wanted to go to Cineleisure and the uncle told us that he got no idea how to go there,
and the one yesterday told us that he know yet in the end he is just guessing where our destination is at.

Thanks to G-man and Mork for being my supporting stem,
if not I'm not so sure how many times I'm gonna crash into other pedestrian, cyclist etc.
Extra extra concern to BB and Mork who fell because of trying to support me but I'm too clumsy and heavy compared to them.

LOL.
Nice experience though.
(:
I'm gonna run 180km/hr!

Then after blading and followed by washing up,
this friend of Mork and guys actually invited BB and I to his small-birthday-party though he only saw us once and East Coast Park.
So we arrived at the Bugis's KTV at 11.30a.m. and stayed all the way till 5a.m. in the morning,
and gotta trouble G-man to fetch us home.
Edwin and Mark was there too!

Photos will be uploaded as soon as I got hold of them.

Cheers!

I love, I LOVE!

19 July 2008

I love, I LOVE!

Went for dinner at Cineleisure-HongKong Cafe for dinner last night with BB,
Jaron and Celest joined us when we were half-way through the meal.
Got to know from Pork(new nick-name) that both Jaron and Celest were being make-fun by the bitch and other colleagues,
well,
it's just another childish act of a 22 years-old as well as those who are even older.

Because of some reason that Pork didn't want to step out of his car at Orchard area,
he came to fetch us after we finished the meal.

Then later at night after Pork and G-man(new nick-name too!) had their dinner,
the 6 of us went to a chill-out place for some drinking and talking session.

So the joke was that Pork kept calling Jaron 'LP' which means 'male's genital organ',
then the joke went really wrong when Pork was told that the real meaning of 'LP' is 'Love Peggy'.
-.-''

We are going out later again in the evening!

But it seems like I've left out Botak and SS as well as other friends of mine who used to be going out with us during weekends.
I'll reserve next weekends for Botak and SS,
maybe we can cycle to Jalan Kayu for prata-supper again?

18 July 2008

YIPPIE WILLY WOLLY

I'm waiting for BB to be back home and we'll go out together.

Yea yea!

Mork and guys will meet up with us when they finish their work.

Tomorrow will be going out again with BB, Mork and guys.

Yea yea!

I once said before that I felt really happy and blessed with people like BB, Gorilla, Daifei, Botak and family around.
But things always change and never felt the same.
Right now although he is no longer in the list,
but at least I felt happier this way.

I'm really contented with BB, Mork and guys, Daifei, Botak, SS, family.

I want my everyday to be with them!

^^

Hellboy 2 - The Golden Army

He is Prince Nuada.
A villain in the Hellboy 2.
Look! He's a royalty!
...
He is my favourite character in the movie Hellboy 2 - The Golden Army because apart from the long-blond-ed hair which suits him,
the way he portrayed the fear and anger just through the few words from his mouth,
is enough to deliver the feelings to the audience,
or perhaps just me.
...
I get extremely excited when Prince Nuada appears,
other than that,
I find the story-line a little too draggy.
But not too bad though.
Rating it 3.5/5.
...
I guess the reason why I'm soooooooooooo in love with Prince Nuada is because he is a villain just like me.
(:

Retribution? Karma?

Just back home from movie with BB, Mork and guys.

Well,
it seems like people are giving trouble to my dearest in the working area.
All I can say that I am sorry to those who got implicated because you know,
when people don't have any reason to settle things out,
they tend to find fault with their BELONGINGS.

And know what?
There is a BIG change in the society.
In the past,
those who are in debt often shun the debtors.
But now,
those debtors are 'in debt' to those who are really in debt.
You get what I mean?

LOL

Ya,
back to retribution and karma.
Are you having yours now?
I am actually enjoying my days while waiting for mine to arrive,
and I WILL wait patiently.

Anyway,
I read a book about a guy forgiving a girl he LOVED,
for the period when they broke-off,
the girl actually got attached with another guy and got intimate in bed.
When finally the guy patched up with the girl,
she didn't come-clean with the guy,
not until the day when the guy found out himself accidentally or should I say that he knew it through someone else when she accidentally broke the news to him.

FORGIVING,
WHAT A VIRTUE UH?

By the way,
those who don't know me well should get this clear.
I am not afraid of people spoiling my reputation by creating a BIG HOO-HA,
letting the majority of the people around know about my capability of 'snatching whoever's boyfriend',
or should I say that IT IS my capability of instilling fear and let the opposite felt threatened WITHOUT NEEDING TO LIFT MY FINGER?
Well,
I know what I am supposed to and not supposed to do.
I got people around me who understands me and likewise TRUST me for what I am doing.
SO IF YOU ARE THINKING OF SPOILING MY REPUTATION,
YOU CAN JUST KINDLY FORGET ABOUT IT BEFORE THE DAY YOUR FACE GETS SWOLLEN AND JAW FRACTURED.
Get what i mean?

Trust me,
I am capable just like the magnificent and unstoppable Golden Army.

16 July 2008

Anticipating

Saturday is arriving soon!
East Coast, I am coming!

What a joke

Like what I enjoy doing in my previous blogging place,
WHOEVER dislike the content of MY BLOG,
is either YOU kindly get outta this place,
OR,
ENJOY READING ON WHAT AM I GOING TO ELABORATE FURTHER.

sometimes i wonder, how dumb can people get in life? or should i say stupid?after all this years of making so many friends, you're the one that i simply wanna laugh at. i guess u rather lose friendship than your so-called girlfriend.opps, sorry is she really yours? how pleasant and funny it is to see that at one side, u are begging her to be back with you, and on her side, she is actually flirting so happily with so many people? oh sorry, i wont use the word flirting. i use throwing herself at them. FUNNY CAN.seeing u buying roses and giving it to her makes me laugh even HARDER. cos u are not here to listen how she SUAY u in front of all the colleagues. *LAUGH OUT SIBEI LOUD*and oh, and the funny thing is u even talk bad about her in front of me. are you slapping yourself now? or what? *ROFL*oh and yes u said she sms-ed u saying she kinda regret leaving you so-on and so-on, but in actual fact, she DON'T. at ALL. c'mon, 5 months of dating her and u don't even know how she's like? SHE LOVES THE FEELING OF U BEGGING LIKE A DOG. and congrats. the loser award goes to u.since you're so rich to get her a dslite, why not clear your loans first. u not paiseh meh? say will return full amt to her when u get paid, ended up? only returned like so little of it. we don't mind cos we treated u as a FRIEND. friends don't talk about fucking money. and oh ya, u really are not ashamed that even u just got your pay recently, u didn't return her full amt. EH BROTHER WADS WRONG. u think what? got money buy roses and dslite, no money return people ah?u should be worrying about your loans first dude.and i also forgot, i have to mention this too although someone already did. when u need help and all that shit, we helped, without hesitating or asking any fucking question. NOW, when u only need your so-called girlfriend, u gave the fucking attitude.AND YA, i almost forgot to tell u, she loves sitting on guys da tui, i guess you're fine with it right? cos she's your angel or whatever shit it is luh.AND HEY, i dont owe u any shit u know? by asking me to pass the money, who do u think i am? SLAVE? EH BOY DONT FUCKING PLAY PUNK WITH ME OK. i said no means no, why? don't understand english or what? check the fucking dictionary ok.dont care don't bother right? i also don't care don't bother. I'm enjoying a show right now, don't disturb my mood.HEY MAN, i seriously wish and pray that ahpeh will make u see the true colours of her, eh strange, i thought u seen it before liao. OPPS SORRY u are blinded. i forgot. and oh, just to highlight u, i think she's not throwing herself at the manager, they seems so lovingly attached... how sweet can that be.....oh and u better pray that her new fling/bf/friend WHATEVER it is, is like duper rich. so he can feed her and supply her with extreme LV. oh, and i wonder if her new fling/bf/friend know she was a lesbian previously? i wonder if they liked the idea of that? hahahhahahahahhahahahaand oh, my friend wont SNATCH someone's ex-bf alright. come on, a trash isn't worth snatching over, and oh, it's used , THATS WHY IT IS CALL TRASH. *LAUGH UNTIL FALL DOWN*i seldom do such a long post for someone, but you're definitely worth me. really, making me a complete fool twice. and i still hope that u will get out of the blindness, and i guess nope. U ARE sinking in deeper and faster. and i really pity u.if one day she really goes back to u, its either your money, or just going to use u to agitate someone else. perhaps I'm wrong, PRAY HARD THAT I AM WRONG. or else, i think i must give u the WORLD RECORD holder for the title loserish fool. clinging on to something that u shouldn't be.she's the player, you're not. and u can never be a player like her.and oh, i would rather make friends with real trash than u.

HOW'S THE FEELING OF IT?

WOW.

I just copy and paste EVERYTHING in here.
Hurtful?
C'mon,
even my Mom thinks that YOU ARE too naive to think that SHE IS SO PURE.
What's there to compare for what both of you did to us?
Fancy saying that you are actually saying bad things in front of us about her just to see if we will talk bad things about her?
C'mon,
don't treat us like 3 years old kids because if you do,
you are just like 4 years old.
Telling us her bad things is just an 'agreement' for us to update you on what's happening around her,
sounds familiar like what is ringing in your heart?

Who cares if you are not using the money owed to get a present for her?
The fact is YOU ARE still owing money,
and IF you really saved enough,
I thought it is only right to return back instead of, you know?

Let me think..

Is she hurt because of the fact that she loves flirting/throwing herself at others?
Is she hurt because of the fact of being said that she loves the feeling of you begging for her like a dog?
Is she hurt because of the fact of being labelled as someone who loves sitting on other's thigh?
Is she hurt because of the fact of 'seems to be' lovingly attached, and you gotta know it?
Is she hurt because of the fact that IF she goes back to you one day, it'll be either your money that she's aiming for, or she's just out to agitate whoever?
OR is she hurt because of the fact that she's an ex-lesbian, or even if she is currently?

OH SO POOR THING.
but I'm not going to pity her FOR SURE.

DID YOU EVER THINK BACK OF WHAT YOU DID LEADING TO WHAT'S HAPPENING TODAY?

And what's up with her,
keep on saying that IF I am capable,
go ahead and snatch you away?
Is either YOU told her that I like you,
or SHE THINKS that I like you,
or even funnier,
that AHPEH told you I like you,
or worst of worsts,
you called me in the middle of the night and I blurted out dreamily that I like you.

Calling her and tell her about karma? About retribution?
Please call me and tell me about karma and retribution,
as well as letting me know what a saint you are.
Oh ya,
I thought I'm having my retribution right now,
for being too helpful?

So now I know that doing good doesn't mean that one will have good ending,
whereas doing bad things doesn't mean that it would lead to bad ending right?

SO if by chance you came here and read MY BLOG,
I am always welcoming you to do so.
And keep this in mind,
the more you dislike,
the more I WILL CONTINUE TYPING,
it won't take too much of my time anyway.

REMEMBER,
feel free to call and talk to me,
but I prefer TALKING FACE-TO-FACE-IN PERSON.

Let me think again..

I wonder what she IS doing in the office at this hour IF she claimed to be having over-time..

Enjoy being a Cuckold!
Koo koo~

GAMBATE!!

Hopefully I'll be able to promise myself..

I'm gonna strive in these 3 years,
hopefully will be able to get the scholarship,
proceeding to Bachelor then Degree.

I know it's difficult and I know that I will be financially-burdened,
that's the reason why I needed the Scholarship.

The best shot would be given so that no matter what happened in future,
I won't regret making the decision of quitting Polytechnic half-way and causing so much unhappiness.

I WILL try my best to make Mom proud,
as well as Mdm Tan L.P.(art teacher who came from LaSelle-Fashion Design).
Also to those who supports my decision to this day.

Gambate ne!
^^

忍无可忍,无需再忍。

‘反正Peggy是喜欢你的,有本事来抢咯!’

请问就你哪只耳朵听见我说过此话?

我的耐心是无限的,但不代表我不会有任何反应。

记住了。

14 July 2008

Really worthwhile!

$150 bucks for a F*CKING LESSON to see the ugly mentally of a person is definitely worthwhile!

As quoted 'I don't owe those people's money who've got a damn fuck up attitude problem,
I rather owe my friends who understands me as a friend,
not those who can use the f word on me.'

When in need,
anyone can be the saint.
When being pin-pointed,
everyone got attitude problem.
Oh ya,
not everyone,
it's only me who got the f*cked-up attitude.

At the last minute I still hope that somehow he will be able to see the the right path rather than sinking deeper and deeper,
I know that my way of doing that may be wrong but is it done for the sake of myself?
So does the understanding friends of yours ask you to woo her back when in the beginning they asked you to give her up?

I didn't use the word SLAVE but instead,
there are things I wanted to do in order for you to wake up,
BUT ended up as the f*cked-up attitude person.
IS IT WORTHY FOR ME TO DO SO?

150 bucks to be called the f*cked-up attitude person;
150 bucks to see the stupidity, or rather see what is meant by 'love is blind';
150 bucks to feel the heartbreak just like 5 years ago;
150 bucks to see through someone who used to brighten up my days;
150 bucks to make a nuisance outta myself;
150 bucks to realise that whatever said, done, thought throughout this 5 months is useless;
150 bucks to prove that my definition of friendship is true;
150 bucks to let people think that I'm the 3rd-party;
DEFINITELY WORTHWHILE!

Oh ya,
remembered once I asked if asking me to the movie is just another way of spiking her,
you said no.
Now I'm doubting,
but it's alright because I learnt that doubting is useless 5 years ago,
only seeing is believing.

13 July 2008

Loves~

Met up with BB again yesterday in the afternoon and went to Bugis to collect the VIP-card mentioned earlier in the previous post.
Mork and Edwin came and fetch us to East Coast Park to meet up with new people like Daniel.G(LOL!),
alright his name is Daniel and got nothing to do with the .G,
as well as Jaron(not too sure if it's spelled this way).

Edwin bought a pair of roller-blades without hesitation although he got no idea how to roller-blade,
while Daniel and Mork taught him how to accelerate, brake, and all sorts of skills.
He is a fast-learner though.

So next week Saturday they'll be having an outing to East Coast Park to roller-blade and I'm invited as well,
provided that someone will be teaching me how to roller-blade.
LOL!
Mork was joking away,
saying how excited he is to be able to hold my hand for me to support while teaching me.

I love their accompany indeed.

Looking at my calender,
next Tuesday 15/7 will be my NAFA-orientation,
next Saturday 19/7 will be the roller-blading-session,
28/7 will be Daifei's Birthday,
30/7 will be Ah Wee's Birthday.
Oh ya,
did I miss out that Anson actually asked to meet up on the 16/7(next wednesday) at St James?
Most probably BB won't be going as she gotta work on the next day,
which means that I won't be going as well.

Yippie!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo looking forward to the roller-blading-session.
Like what I told BB,
I'm becoming more and more in love with Mork and guys's accompany.

Ya,
it's alright to lose one and gain some right?

Loves again~

12 July 2008

Happy!


Went out with BB and her colleagues last night to Clarke Quay for dinner,

then to Sentosa-Cafe Del Mar to chill out then home sweet home.

Met new people like Mork, his twin brother-Mark, and his cousin-Edwin,

and special thanks to MORK CHOO who drove me all the way in to the carpark under my blk and make sure that I'm safely at home then they left.


Meeting BB afterwards to Bugis and collect my IZAKAYA-VIP card,

then not too sure whether will be meeting her colleagues again,

but there will be programs coming up for sure.


Any photos will be updated A.S.A.P.


11 July 2008

once bitten, twice shy

Well,
it's nothing new to me as I learnt from the previous experiences,
but towards BB,
it's her turn to be checked-mate.

Dear Joe,
THANKS A LOT for setting up a role-model for me to learn from,
I WILL NEVER repeat the things you did.
THANKS A LOT sincerely from my heart.
Anyway,
just to share with you something I learnt before so as to repay your kindness,
'IF YOU NEVER REGRET, YOU NEVER LEARN'
although some people still never learns after regretting.

The present for teaching me this new lesson is to put you under the K.O. category and I knew that you'll humbly dismiss this award,
but don't worry,
you deserves this award.

Lastly,
Omedeto Gozaimasu,
(congratulations)
you have successfully put a full-stop to the story titled 'I, MY WOMAN, AND THE 2 VILLAINS.'

-Clapsss-
P.S. VILLAINS because we don't say sentences soothing to ears; we despise; we look down; not giving a chance for others to prove whatever they want to; anything else?

10 July 2008

Never learn

You see,
often,
I got to know stuffs that you never wanted me to know as I'll be the first to break it to those whom you never wished that they would know.

Hate me for all this,
but always keep in your mind,
'if you didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to feel guilty about it'.

I know what you are doing and thinking..

Let me predict..
You will soon break the news yourself to him.

Oh ya,
think about what happens lately.
DO NOT forget that I do unintentionally-jinx those who makes me angry.
Did you?

Well,
this is what a busybody should say,
'how does it feels to fold a love shape with straws and placed it on your leader-R's desk?'

THINK.

The most heartbreaking thing is not to lose your love ones,
it is when you realised that all along you have been trusting someone you shouldn't,
and those who once helped you had left..
Perhaps you might think it's alright as you can always look for better friends but always keep this in mind,
'these friends are heartbroken because all along they are trusting someone they shouldn't.'

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I deleted the previous post about 'After the rainbow..' because after all,
I should be minding my own business.
He is Sean Faris,
my husband-to-be.
LOL!

09 July 2008

Hancock

As mentioned in the previous posts about the swollen finger,
I finally dragged myself to see the doctor because it's been tormenting me for the whole of last night.
Went for lunch with Mom after seeing the doctor and took the medicine straight after food.
Downing 4-tablets caused me to suffer from stomach discomfort,
feeling greasy and really uncomfortable.

Well,
luckily Hancock accompanied me through the hard times.
Wanted to watch -10 Promises To My Dog- initially but the time-slot is far too long for me to wait for it to start.
Rating it 4/5?
Because of the hilarious parts in the movie like how he smile to the people when he is finally accepted by the society and became famous instead of notorious,
and how he punished those who called him an ASSHOLE,
as well as how he managed to stuff a prisoner's head into the asshole of the other.
LOL.
There are emotional parts as well,
like how he needs to stay away from his 'wife-partner' in order to keep each other alive.

Ya,
looking forward to this Saturday because most probably will be watching HellBoy 2.

YEAH~!!
I love movies-frenzy.

08 July 2008

Future TaiTai

See the difference in the width of my index finger of the different hand?
One word for that: PAIN.
LOL.
...
Woke up really early this morning and went to the wet-market alone to buy ingredients for tonight's dinner.
Actually it's nothing new to me of going to the wet-market,
but it's my virgin-trip there alone to buy the vegetables, meat.. etc.
It was fun though.
I guess I somehow inherited my Mom's genes of being a good housewife who took care of her husband(my Dad) well,
as well as making sure that both her children are eating right.
Loves~

07 July 2008

Plastic

You know,
when you intend to say something for the sake of saying,
you might as well don't say it.
Because at the end of the day when we know that what you are thinking is totally different from what you said,
it's much more hurting.

For example:
I invite you over to my house to try out my new dishes and you told me it's really good when the fact is totally the opposite.
So I gleefully thought that it's really good and invite everyone over to my house for dinner.
You know how it felt?

Would you rather be called PLASTIC or to be K.O.?

Welcome back to Singapore(cont')

Due to some technical error and my stupidity,
I can't continue writing my story in the previous post,
but it's alright because I can always continue in the next one.

Well,
basically the trip to HK really showed me another side of the society.
Back in homeland,
although there are people who don't even have the basic manners to apologise after knocking against other's shoulder,
but that's oly minority.
In HK,
people don't really care about mannerism.
Sorry,
no offence to people who belongs to HK but that's actually what I saw, realised and felt,
over the 6 days staying there.

There are 3-到 also.
咸到~
The food there is like FEW TIMES much more saltier than those of Singapore.
臭到~
The drainage is like @#$%^&* SMELLY!
A whiff of it across your nose will send you to hell almost immediately.
热到~
33 degree celsius under the hot sun without shelter makes me think of Alaska.

The shopping and eating part is the best but when you shopped for 2-executive days looking through the almost-same items,
and as the next shop you go,
the price of the items you bought is lower than the previous,
you'll feel your morale being lowered.
LOL

That's about it and to add on,
I miss BB, Gorilla and Daifei dearly when I'm away!
Glad to be back.

...

'After reading your blog, i feel betrayed. I'm happy for you that you have wonderful bestie around you. As for us, it is black and white. Anyway, please let me have the school days happy memories, don't spoil the very naive, cute and RIGHTEOUS image of you inside me. We are hi-bye friends. Take care and good luck.
P.S. I'm not interested to be replacement of your sister when she is out of town.'

Somehow I manage to see this WONDERFUL message somewhere within the circumference,
accompanied by the satelite sending me messages like..
'You are the good sister of someone who is not in good terms with me.'
I think it's time for me to send my satelite for repairing because it's sending me all this RUBBISH,
but it's a relieve that it's not bothering me AT ALL and it's arousing my attention and interest.

Betrayal.
Let me ASSUME that BEING A GOOD SISTER OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT IN GOOD TERMS WITH SOMEONE WHO USED TO BE IN THE POSITION OF THE GOOD SISTER IS CONSIDERED A BETRAYAL.

Am I right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to doubt her/him and not taking good care of her when she/he needs help and can only count on you.

Am i right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to use your current status and boast it to her/him.

Am i right to say that?

Being a GOOD SISTER is to expect her/him to stay away from people that you are not in good terms with, which means that IF you eat shit, being the good sister of yours follows?

Am i right to say that?

Someone who is not in good terms with you because you don't bother to listen and ASSUMED that you know the truth.
This person don't deserves to be your friend.
Your USED-TO-BE good sister is now in good terms with the person mentioned above.
There's a sentence that says 'Your friend reflects upon yourself.'
So IF your used-to-be good sister is in good terms with someone who don't deserves to be your friend,
then I SUPPOSINGLY SUPPOSED that by implementing the sentence,
your used-to-be good sister also don't deserves to be your friend?

Am i right to say that?

So I actually see that Friendship can be so fragile because of JEALOUSY.
I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT.
In the first place,
you didn't do your part as a SO-CALLED good sister.
I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT because YOU sacrifice YOUR SO-CALLED good sister for the sake of your love-relationship.
AM I WRONG TO SAY THAT when you left your so-called good sister to sit alone with the cold winds blowing for hours while you gotta enjoy your time with others when you jolly well know the condition of your so-called good sister's body?
Save your crocodile tears because I AM RIGHT TO SAY THAT YOUR SO-CALLED-USED-TO-BE GOOD SISTER SHED ALOT MORE TEARS THAN YOU ARE SHEDDING NOW ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.

Where are you when she needs you the most?
Where are you when she is happy and wanted to share it with you?
What did you say to hurt her when she wanted to talk to you?
How did you reply her when she asked you out?

IF you think that she misinterpretted your words,
did you misinterpret hers?

Or IF you think WHO AM I to say all this,
let me tell you,
that's what a so-called good sister should do.
Or perhaps,
IT IS what a friend should do.

(P.S. I am ALWAYS interested to replace anyone who don't deserves anything, in order to be someone who makes a difference and deserves everything.)

Welcome back to Singapore

Menu for the mango-as-base desserts.
Steamed-milk!
Mango-as-base desserts.


...
We gotta take 3 of these really long escalators up to reach our destination.
Look at the Roller-coaster!
-Glurppp-

Our destination!

Jellyfishes!







Enough of the gorgeous-blobbing jellyfish,
take a look at the face of the fish which got rammed over by the Titanic.
Say Hi! to the smirking StingRay which stung the Crocodile-Man to death.
This fish admire the Rhino for decades that she went for the plastic surgery to look like one.
I'm flying!
-Flappp-
Can you spot the head of the eel?
Nice!
BB's favourite!
-Wormy wormy-
You WILL look like a clown if you were to count the number of Clownfish in the tank.
See, they purposely posed for me!
Eewww.. But i like it!
Kawaii~!!
I dreamt of Mom eating this when i was young.
We got the same thick-lips and same big nostrils.
Fake-shagged-smile.
...
I found this really hilarious.
If you watched Stephen Chow's movie,
you'll understand what I'm trying to mean.
LOL
Direct translation: GOT BACK BONE seafood restaurant.
How fortunate of you to be living in Singapore.
Did you spot anything 'special' in this photo?
Taking off from Singapore..
If i were to drop down from the plane..
SKY-BLUE!
Took this while on the way to Hotel.
Cool yea?
I love the clock-towers here.
This is nice too!


I find warmth in this picture that i took while trying to take picture of the cute-little-girl instead.

...

Bye Hong Kong.