God bless you

many things happened lately in school.. which i can only pray for God to bless this b*tches who said nasty things behind and to me.

...

most importantly, hmm.. there'll be changes in baby's life soon.
nonetheless, i'm loving and miss you.

i'll be sad, but only for a while

weird. asking me stfu? to make things clear,

first, please feel free to delete me off your friends-list;

secondly, you're not forced to read any of my stuffs even if they pops on your wall(please refer to the above);

thirdly, i know nuts about computer software and you know buts about the internal affairs;

fourth, maligned, yes. to be pointed by someone and burdened with "crimes" unknown to oneself;

fifth, hypocrite? apparently, someone had been saying things behind me.


if you think i'm what you've heard, or what's mentioned above, so be it. i should be thanking you b*tches instead. for introducing me to a more realistic world earlier than any others. f*ck it.

???

"Ive heard and seen too much bout you,yes you.
Fb coward.what else are you not capable of?birds of e same kind flock tgt."

me? really curious about what you've heard and seen about me. coward? what else am i not capable of? birds of the same kind flock together? same applies to you.

what on earth did i do in order for you to dislike so much about me? if that's what you've heard, i supposed you're just a retard because you dont judge me by how i treat you, but by what others said.

yes, i feel very sad. not because of you misunderstanding me, but because of how the other two actually doubt me. i'm gonna cry for the whole night tonight, i'm gonna cry for a few days, for some time. but it wont be for long because i've been through this kinda sh*t before, and i know it only makes me tougher.

and lastly, i just wanna thanks the 3 of you by saying..
F*CK YOU B*TCHES (SEE THIS CLEAR)

6 more months

till i see you again.
)))))))))))))))))))))):

7 more hours

thank you and thank you. you took a 5-hours ride down just because you know i'm missing you too much. you dont mind sleeping alone and being bored for the night just because you know i'm missing you too much.
and all this.. you gave me a big surprise by asking me to believe in you, and i did.
and all this.. i know it's worth it. even if it's for now, i'll remember, be grateful, and love till the end of time.



with all i have.

all because of missing you

i waited.. and waited.. and thought you fell asleep. but actually you were outside with your friends.

you said again and again.. again and again.. and i thought you'll really come to me. but actually it's not possible.

i cried again.. and again. it's all because i miss you too much and so much.
it aches.

let there be peace

just you and me, happily ever after.

i am not you

i hate the life i'm having now.. everyday it's all about,

"i think ..., but you're ..."
"i ... you..."

i am not you, for goodness sake. we're brought up in a different way, we have different thinking, we behave differently, we're bornt to have different character. so dont expect me to be like you, MOM.

i cried so badly

i thought you're a step closer, but now, you're two steps further instead.

8 more weeks

to the final assessment date. then another 2 months later for the graduation fashion show. glad that i'll be able to enjoy? my birthday at ease because the last possible date for assessment is 27th apr. ^^

just endure a little bit more..

no love

i mentioned about the small blisters in my previous post right? proud to announce that i'd contracted HAND-FOODFOOT-MOUTH-DISEASE. got a total of 7-days medical leave, and did nothing on my school work. duh.

omg. i need more love to motivate my to work on my school project. life is too mundane to push me further.. perhaps, i dont need love as much as i thought. i just need more interesting stuffs to happen in my life.. which i considered going to be a volunteer in orphanage.

still, what i think is only thoughts. what i do, is life.

peggy, please get well real soon - physically and mentally.