week 5

today is the start of week 5. i gotta sew 3 pieces of garments by thursday, and other deadline of progressive submission by week 7.

not too stressed, but kinda not motivated at all.
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg mg.

my grades and attendence improved tremendously for the previous semester, and shall not give up.

last semester to go. go gO GO!!!

28/1/12

i fell at work, broke alot of dishes and glasses. got some bruise on me. very nice.

heartaches

starting to grow tired..

..of missing you.

p/s.: baby, i still love you, like i always do.


sorry baby, i know you'll feel very sad when you see this.. and i know you got no choice.. i know and understand.. that's why i never blame you.. it's just me.. i'm always missing you.. hoping that you'll be with me soon.. i never wanna walk away.. just wanna tell someone about how i feel inside, but i'm really lonely.. so this is the only place for me.. dont stressed yourself because of me.. because like what you always tell me.. we'll meet again one day..
i love you.

I

some people loved to be surrounded by lotsa and lotsa of friends all the time;

some people loved to be alone all the time.

I, dont really enjoyed being in big group of people whom others might think we're "friends". in fact, they know nuts about me and i couldnt bothered to care more. if acting as though i'm happy with these acquaintances is necessary, i would rather spend time alone.

i know this post is random, just wanna put some thoughts here before going off to school. and today will be a long day because i'll be working after school. till then..


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waiting for you, my silly baby..

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today is the first day of school.. like what's mentioned in the previous post, nothing excites me right now. school? boring.

since the previous post, there're some changes in my life. the person who tried to give trouble to me during work is kinda condemned right now. like i said, she dont have to think of any promotion as long as she's in this company. and i've changed my location as well - to prevent unneccessary unhappiness again in future. well, to think of a friend's reply when i told him that i've got into trouble with that colleague..
'you always got problem with your colleague.'
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i dont usually give trouble to others unless that person is being too unreasonable or over-testing my patience. it's sad to hear you said that. but it doesnt matter anyway for now.

like i mentioned earlier about school, it'll be hectic - very. hope everything will be smooth-sailing.



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baby, i miss you alot.