thanks baby for being with me all this while, while i'm feeling really gloomy and depressed all the time.
yesterday in school was hella hilarious! E imitated american, british, and indian accents during lesson, and i laughed till i got a cramp in my stomach. then A kept pestering me to say the word 'b*tch' in hongkong accent, and all of us laughed so hard.
after the last lesson of the day, i met up with O and R. went to mr.curry to look for J, then to waraku for dinner.
afterwhich, i went to meet up with baby for a while and home sweet home.
i wont be going to cameron highland as there wont be enough time to finish my assignments.. and i already told brother.. now i'm only thinkin about how to tell mother.
24 February 2011
22 February 2011
any solutions?
this friday i'll be going to cameron highland for a 4-days holiday.. was thinking whether should i really give a skip because i really got no time to finish up my assignment before i left and after i'm back.
how how? but if i say it now, there will be 'thunderstorms' for sure.
how how? but if i say it now, there will be 'thunderstorms' for sure.
20 February 2011
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everything just fall nicely when i see you.
<3
how perfect if i can see you everyday;
smell you everyday;
breathe you everyday;
everything with you everyday.
i love you,
more than loving myself.
<3
how perfect if i can see you everyday;
smell you everyday;
breathe you everyday;
everything with you everyday.
i love you,
more than loving myself.
17 February 2011
very very very bad day
this few days have been feeling really grumpy, easily frustrated and angered, emotional. most probably is near to the period of the month..
to start from the beginning of the day..
i woke up and around 9am, intending to meet my classmates for sewing in school. in the end, i was late. but the funny thing is, although i was late(the meeting time was supposed to be 1030am), but i was the earliest. dont understand? which means that i arrived one hour later than the actual meeting time, to realise that the others were even later than me. i always feel exceptionally tired and restless during this period of time, therefore i got a little bit frustrated because i could sleep abit longer!
then we went to have our lunch, then proceed to the class. sometimes i wonder what are my classmates in class for? they dont bring their pattern-making stuffs during the lesson, they dont bring their sewing stuffs during lesson, expecting their classmates to have everything all the time, and lending it to them all the time. well, so i lent my scissors to one of the classmates, and she lost it! i'm not the perfectly responsible person here, but the classroom is so small, and she can still lost it. worst of all, it doesnt bothers her at all. she just look around and said, 'oh peggy, i'm so sorry, i lost your scissors..' 'oh my god, i lost peggy's scissors..'. then, she sat down, and continue with her work like as though nothing had happened, not even mentioning how she's gonna compensate me! i stomped out of the classroom, angered, frustrated.
homed, nothing much, just refer to the previous post. just that was having a little headache.. however thought that last night i slept without talking to baby.. so tonight, i intend to wait for him to be home safely, talked to him on the phone, then i'll go to bed. sent him a message at 11pm asking if there're still customers around because normally he'll let me know when he finishes his work. so i thought it's already so late.. in the end, i received his reply, telling me that he's having supper with his colleagues and maybe playing cards with them after eating. i dont know how to describe the feelings at that moment.. so when he called, i started crying. i told him i was waiting, unaware that he's having supper, maybe gonna be late home, and not informed.. and he started apologising..
baby, you dont have to apologise for going for supper or playing cards.. i just want to remind you that there's someone waiting for you.. and that person is me. it's alright if you just tell me, then i'll go ahead to bed first.
i'm also sorry to vent my whole day frustration at you. <3
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to start from the beginning of the day..
i woke up and around 9am, intending to meet my classmates for sewing in school. in the end, i was late. but the funny thing is, although i was late(the meeting time was supposed to be 1030am), but i was the earliest. dont understand? which means that i arrived one hour later than the actual meeting time, to realise that the others were even later than me. i always feel exceptionally tired and restless during this period of time, therefore i got a little bit frustrated because i could sleep abit longer!
then we went to have our lunch, then proceed to the class. sometimes i wonder what are my classmates in class for? they dont bring their pattern-making stuffs during the lesson, they dont bring their sewing stuffs during lesson, expecting their classmates to have everything all the time, and lending it to them all the time. well, so i lent my scissors to one of the classmates, and she lost it! i'm not the perfectly responsible person here, but the classroom is so small, and she can still lost it. worst of all, it doesnt bothers her at all. she just look around and said, 'oh peggy, i'm so sorry, i lost your scissors..' 'oh my god, i lost peggy's scissors..'. then, she sat down, and continue with her work like as though nothing had happened, not even mentioning how she's gonna compensate me! i stomped out of the classroom, angered, frustrated.
homed, nothing much, just refer to the previous post. just that was having a little headache.. however thought that last night i slept without talking to baby.. so tonight, i intend to wait for him to be home safely, talked to him on the phone, then i'll go to bed. sent him a message at 11pm asking if there're still customers around because normally he'll let me know when he finishes his work. so i thought it's already so late.. in the end, i received his reply, telling me that he's having supper with his colleagues and maybe playing cards with them after eating. i dont know how to describe the feelings at that moment.. so when he called, i started crying. i told him i was waiting, unaware that he's having supper, maybe gonna be late home, and not informed.. and he started apologising..
baby, you dont have to apologise for going for supper or playing cards.. i just want to remind you that there's someone waiting for you.. and that person is me. it's alright if you just tell me, then i'll go ahead to bed first.
i'm also sorry to vent my whole day frustration at you. <3
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F*CK
sometimes i just get so sick with a place that people named it 'home'.
just because of a really small issue which actually requires no reply, my mother can actually screamed at me at the top of her voice right at the moment i reached home days back.
it's been YEARS since i actually throw my things around and slam the doors hard outta frustration and anger. because of the shoutings which happened, and only due to such small matter, the volcano within me erupted, and it's been like weeks since i last talked to my mother.
you can say that i'm being unfilial or childish, but i'm sick of her shoutings, and the only person who escaped from that is her dear son. so let her son talk to her as much as she want.
I'M SICK OF ALL THIS SH*T.
just because of a really small issue which actually requires no reply, my mother can actually screamed at me at the top of her voice right at the moment i reached home days back.
it's been YEARS since i actually throw my things around and slam the doors hard outta frustration and anger. because of the shoutings which happened, and only due to such small matter, the volcano within me erupted, and it's been like weeks since i last talked to my mother.
you can say that i'm being unfilial or childish, but i'm sick of her shoutings, and the only person who escaped from that is her dear son. so let her son talk to her as much as she want.
I'M SICK OF ALL THIS SH*T.
15 February 2011
dear baby
i dont need diamonds and golds now; i dont need to go to restaurants for every meal now; i dont need merz or porsche now. all i want and need for now is to be with you. be is tough times, i'll brave through it with you.
happy belated valentine's day.
loving you always,
peggy
happy belated valentine's day.
loving you always,
peggy
13 February 2011
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whatever typed - erased.
i'm tired.. when can i put down all the memories.. i rather forget all those happiness i had before.
i'm tired.. when can i put down all the memories.. i rather forget all those happiness i had before.
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