embrace your life

so many friends, school mates, and colleagues gettin married. sometimes i wonder, when will my turn be coming. whenever we're out on the street, those wedding rings never fail to catch my attention.

life is unpredictable, isnt it?

...

that day i saw an old friend of mine. he was alone,and i thought his fiance is somewhere around. who knows when i texted him, then i gotta to know that he'd broken up with her. o.0!! but anyhow, it was around the haze-period. so for no apparent reason, i told him about me contacting KL out of concern for his asthma. in the end, the advice given by this old friend to me was, not to care about him(KL) because we've already broken up, furthermore,i'm already attached.
what's wrong with caring for a friend? and most importantly, my dear old friend here, you clearly do not know what went wrong between us which lead to that final conclusion. so well, ...

how can life ever be predictable?

anticipation

soon.

looking forward to be part of the team to set up a restaurant. woohoo~!!!

positive energy

too much things happened within a week. whatever it is, it's over. another phase of life coming up, and another level we go for our love.

faith & perservere.

to mr/ms/mdm guolairen

thanks for your concern, i know you meant well.

the drunkard's confession

you told me you wouldn't be able to fulfil every women's wish - walking down the aisle in gown, towards the groom-to-be at the opposite side.

you told me most probably i won't bear you your fourth child.

...

but did i tell you all these don't matters much?
iloveyou.

2013

today is the eve of a new year in the lunar calender, while taking a break from cleaning my room, i wanna leave some words here..


2012:
i changed job, ended school-life, broke up with my boyfriend of then.. and the list goes on.

2013:
i got a new and challenging job, got a new guy, and although it's impossible for everything to sail smoothly, but at least i hoped for the better, better anger management for myself; more recognition at work; be healthier and skinnier at the same time; and the list goes on as well.


whatever it is, some people who're reading my posts here might poke their nose/s into my relationship life.. dont worry about that, and dont doubt or question me, there's always a reason for things to happen.

till then, drink more; drunk much; and sleep forever.

dear chiwawa

miss you very much.


see you soon.