It was a last minute decision yesterday to go over a pub to look for some friends,
which led me to witness a scene of the Siao-eh and the JHK cuddling together.
@#$%^&*
(getting outta the place as soon as I captured everything in my brain. Yucks.)
It's beyond explaination.
To think that someone still in the dark thinking that it's an angel he is falling head over heels for.
BAD MOUTHING.
BACK-STABBERS.
FOR WHAT?
It's just the fact that can't be accepted by you,
and YOU YOURSELF chose to escape from reality.
LOL.
Dumb sh*t.
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Regarding the post on I AM NOT SAINT,
I received tags and saw some other tags somewhere else,
and like what I always say,
it's up to me to write and up to you to decide whether YOU wanna stay and continue reading.
Sometimes it's really really easy to say things that don't happened to you.
Tell me that LIFE IS TOO SHORT AND IT'LL BE TOO TIRED TO REMEMBER ALL THIS.
Tell me that 'IT SEEMS THAT YOUR FRIEND IS STILL REMEMBERING EVERYTHING'.
Tell me that 'I DON'T APOLOGISE AND DON'T SEEK FOR FORGIVENESS'.
Then what's that meal for?
To show how rich you are?
To show how well you keep your promises?
To show how forgetful you can be?
To show how forgiving you can be?
WHATEVER.
Of course you wouldn't be facing all this like what I had because people do treat you like a real friend while you treat those ACCORDING TO YOUR MOOD.
DID YOU EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I WANNA SAY THAT VERY DAY?
Just fancy calling me on that day during MY working day and SHOWED ME YOUR SKILLS OF HANGING UP PHONE CALLS HALF-WAY.
If you DON'T remember what happened,
LET ME REFRESH YOU.
The fact is that R had already told me stuffs between him and K long before you told me,
and I was asked to keep it to myself.
That night after you told me what happened,
all I asked R was how did you know it,
that's it.
DID YOU EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I WANNA SAY?
YOU NEVER.
And once again I shall refresh you if you really really can't remember what you SAID.
YOU told me that I DON'T FIT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
WOULD YOU EVER KNOW THAT I CRIED ON THE SPOT AND R WAS BESIDE ME?
WOULD YOU EVER KNOW THAT WHAT YOU SAID ON THE PHONE WAS PUT ON LOUDSPEAKER AND R HEARD IT ALL?
I SHALL grant your wish then.
Thanks,
but I DON'T FIT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
I wouldn't wanna get closer or even just have a simple meal with someone who DENIED me in the first place,
no matter how poor I am,
I can still afford my meals.
Go ahead and use your ways to tell me the otherwise,
I wouldn't care because it wouldn't be the first time anyway.
