bao bei, tell me you're alright will ya? i dont wanna see your rotting corpse inside the tiny bedroom you're staying in, due to the overdosage of pills. i dont wanna spend my 1.5 years in school without you drinking coffee with me in the morning at kopitiam before morning lesson; without you having chicken rice and bubbletea with me at dhouby xchange before afternoon lesson; without you having de-stressing breaks with me during lessons.. so many many things. now you're happy to know who are those who really cares, who will do anything to know that you're not so worthless afterall, even including to trespass the apartment you're staying in.
tell me you're fine.