it's just a complicated affair between human and drugs. doctors refer medicine as drugs because overdosing on them or mis-using them is equally harmful to the real drugs. many of time, human mis-used it instead of taking only when needed. what i meant by needed is when prescribe, and not when you feel like swollowing/sucking on it.
recently, i got a few friends around me mis-using it intentionally. why? i mean.. is there a need to do so? is life so bored that you need to do it in order to achieve another level of life? is life so depressing that you can't be happier without it? so many questions running through my mind just at a thought of it.. because does it meant that without it, one will have to rely on valium or prozac forever? NO! definitely not.
sometimes i really hoped that jigsaw is real.. at least it's more effective than psychologist.